never mind san quentin .. ! cos than i'm going to murder people for sure .. and i already walk with sparks next to a nuclear bomb in my head .. lol .. apparently someone diplomat wants to lock me up for a third time .. cos i wont co-operate in a secret mission as spy for holland russia but it is mainly holland who's bitching at me .. found that out so far .. i'm afraid they will throw me in my bench again like a dog .. third time .. not the locking up .. it's what i'm going shed and spread in a certain culture to get back to someone.. so i'll see ..
build lately .. difficulty eating trough stress, ongoing questions to become isis spy which i wont else i would not be open abt. it .. holland, russia drive me up the walls..
become blackmailed and follow instructions to become super terrorist (infiltrator) by some filthy kgb/aivd office or force back at aivd-kgb and quit - break their request to "top secret" you for their pockets and intelligence? (culture and job offer that looks like shit by the way (my current situation))