Don't forget, govementvtrumps all those laws, and we got Trump. Ha, that irony always cracks me up. I here he's done some pot positive things, but he is a slimy bastard, and I feel he's only doing it as a trap. You grow and the cops/gov find out, it can potentially be very bad for you. It's a razor edge of tension I could no longer do. I had too many very real, very huge scares. I'm done. Not to mention the depth you have to go to to get good results. All the plants I had, never a decent high. My friends loved it, but said it gave them all really vivid and scary as fuck nightmares. No thank you. I think that was me over loving them with growth supplements. The leaves started growing in spirals. Fuck that. Wouldn't touch that shit.
And no, I can not do hallucinogens. I freak when sober about things I shouldn't. Like for example, I have long hair, I shed, it's normal. I also have an unnatural fear of spiders. Sometimes I feel a tingle on my arm and it's a bug/spider, I calmly look at my arm, then proceeded to flip the fuck out when I see a big on me. Well, hair feels the same way. I have lost my shit thinking there was a bug on me I couldn't see. It only lasts a few seconds, but it feels like an eternal hell. I cannot and will not try them, even if they can cure what ails me. I don't want to claw my face off only to find out a gust of wind came along.
Nope, nope, nope.
