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<blockquote data-quote="Dove" data-source="post: 1285161" data-attributes="member: 535">Im not bothered by it at all.&nbsp; He just has no idea. And this is a hard thing for people to even grasp unless theyve lived through it. &nbsp;I was raised in a Pentecostal church that subscribed to the IBLP (Institute of basic life principles).&nbsp; &nbsp;You guys familar with the Duggars? That show 21 kids and counting? Its VERY similar to what they believe. &nbsp;My ex joined my church just to be able to pursue and marry me. He seemed legit and it all moved FAST.&nbsp; When i divorced him i had a two month old daughter and they pushed and pushed for me to hurry up and marry again asap because being a single mother is worse than death.&nbsp; I was told no man would ever want me. I would be damaged goods. &nbsp;I didnt even have space or time to even know what i wanted for myself. It threw me into &quot;oh shit!&quot; Mode. &nbsp;My second ex husband sabotaged my birth control.&nbsp; He wouldnt let me work. Wouldnt let me see my friends. Would get randomly furious and accuse me of masturbating.&nbsp; Thats right....i wasnt allowed to mastutbate. It was cheating. I would get &quot;in trouble&quot; for masturbating even when i wasnt masturbating. &nbsp;For years i masturbated just out of pure spite. &nbsp;He sexually assaulted me on numerous occasions and my church told me husbands cant rape wives because we &quot;have rights to eachothers bodies&quot;.&nbsp; It was a worse sin for me to say no than for him to make me have sex with him. &nbsp;He put me into pre term labor. Chased me with a knife. Kicked me out of house in the middle of the night and took the starter out of my car while i was packing. &nbsp;It was a nightmare and i had to be my own attorney both times because the thing about religious marriages? If you rebel you are cut off. So i had no access to money. &nbsp;I got everything i fought for and as soon as that divorce was final i got in my car with my baby girls and drove to the other side of the country and didnt come back for 5ish years. &nbsp;I am a proud black sheep of my insane cult family ♡&nbsp; &nbsp;Its just amazing to me how these leftists will magically become so conservative whenever they disagree with someone politically. Then you get to see what they really truly think of other humans. They are everything they claim conservatives are. &nbsp;I would never be accepted into conservative circles truly. And im not trying to be. But they are kind about their objections to your choices. Leftists will eat your asshole pretending to like and support you while looking down on you and the minute you step out of line, the claws come out.&nbsp; Conservatives just wont accept you as a conservative. Leftists wont even accept you as a human if you defy them.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Dove, post: 1285161, member: 535"] Im not bothered by it at all. He just has no idea. And this is a hard thing for people to even grasp unless theyve lived through it. I was raised in a Pentecostal church that subscribed to the IBLP (Institute of basic life principles). You guys familar with the Duggars? That show 21 kids and counting? Its VERY similar to what they believe. My ex joined my church just to be able to pursue and marry me. He seemed legit and it all moved FAST. When i divorced him i had a two month old daughter and they pushed and pushed for me to hurry up and marry again asap because being a single mother is worse than death. I was told no man would ever want me. I would be damaged goods. I didnt even have space or time to even know what i wanted for myself. It threw me into "oh shit!" Mode. My second ex husband sabotaged my birth control. He wouldnt let me work. Wouldnt let me see my friends. Would get randomly furious and accuse me of masturbating. Thats right....i wasnt allowed to mastutbate. It was cheating. I would get "in trouble" for masturbating even when i wasnt masturbating. For years i masturbated just out of pure spite. He sexually assaulted me on numerous occasions and my church told me husbands cant rape wives because we "have rights to eachothers bodies". It was a worse sin for me to say no than for him to make me have sex with him. He put me into pre term labor. Chased me with a knife. Kicked me out of house in the middle of the night and took the starter out of my car while i was packing. It was a nightmare and i had to be my own attorney both times because the thing about religious marriages? If you rebel you are cut off. So i had no access to money. I got everything i fought for and as soon as that divorce was final i got in my car with my baby girls and drove to the other side of the country and didnt come back for 5ish years. I am a proud black sheep of my insane cult family ♡ Its just amazing to me how these leftists will magically become so conservative whenever they disagree with someone politically. Then you get to see what they really truly think of other humans. They are everything they claim conservatives are. I would never be accepted into conservative circles truly. And im not trying to be. But they are kind about their objections to your choices. Leftists will eat your asshole pretending to like and support you while looking down on you and the minute you step out of line, the claws come out. Conservatives just wont accept you as a conservative. Leftists wont even accept you as a human if you defy them. [/QUOTE]

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