Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Ah ok. I hadnt seen that game.
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Ah ok. I hadnt seen that game.
me either but the images look nice
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
i know but i feel like i have to ... feels like i wanna take off for a while but i end up not caring nearing stages of od, had that with xtc once too and got even witnesses to it .. 12 or 15 xtc's in a night .. they had to carry me out, one puff o' weed after they threw me in the car and i was murdered couldn't move, nothing untill i cleared up suddenly lol .. it's when things go bad i need my high .. but thx tho.yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
I know what will cheer you up....
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Dont go fuckin' around with them needles!
it's basically not caring abt life and i'll see what happens .. when i smack into the wall so it shall be .. is not the first time in my life or that i even end up in ER to pump my stomach empty or get me trough in er last was 2014 .. coma and appt near dead and that's what i may find out again .. how far i can go .. dutch russian fuckfaces decided to destroy my life over info i did not want to share .. now i leak leak or intend to really leak to destroy perhaps others their live's someday since nothing works in belgium all is filthed, corrupted, pple hate me etc etc thx to slander of ru and holland .. so seems i'm stuck here and terrible memories in belgium so life is done .. and from now they can shove their top secret military experiment all up their asses .. the only thing i want is my steps .. if not i wont care like now .. and a lot of online slander returned as offline slander and stingin, probing, messing around and holland, russia still stinging for info abt ayman al zawahiri ... next to this shat up military experiment as i see and call it ... next to job loss .. income loss i can't ever reproduce .. means house gone, mustang or camaro 1967 - 69 gone all dreams destroyed .. kay a female friend gone, snegorushka a female friend gone and many others .. returns as 0.0 friends online and refute the offliners bcos of that and spying too .. so i'm done here .. just feels like shooting up once in a while to more often and from there one i may want to get higher .. that's what i'm after .. not running from life it's just being indiffirent .. holland was even trying to lock me up .. i'm even going to have to get pple executed or liqudated with or abt sensitive information .. even female friends like snego or this kay i may begin to leak or instigate what's lost turns useless and those are pple infatuated with intelligence or pple whom turned against me and hate me "whatever" so for all i care i fuck em off into isis as kgb or aivd spy as locked up person .. damn, even a 8yo i may get kidnapped in name of islam abt something ... during lock up i may get upset and speak that out a lot of it .. and for snego and kay loss of female friends i am even willing to start a war in holland with islam someday or all over russia or europe ... cia knows .. and my steps are going to keep me alive and at peace ... steps is all i care for .. and their military expiremnt on my identitu shall be exposed even in islam but i'm calm now and i wont care abt the results .. and stealing all my contacts online and cuteys .. to make me feel isolated is wrong .. than i turn a bastard and than i want to get high and higher untill i fall asleep or pass out ... that's where it dangerous combined with the fact i feel superbored and pressure abt bin laden info to enrich some rob bertholee, maria zakharova, pepijn, fabio and apparently jorrit faassen and a bunch fake muslima's to make me infiltrant exceeding my own privacy.. dutch russian intelligence ... fuckups and not able to think outside the box but ok, interpol knows and some id's too and if i 'd die by suicide during getting high, no one shall miss me but some pple that may have needed me may start an investigation to the known id's and i wont give a fuck .. they killed so much in my life .. and i get sick of it .. and a few cuteys have killed the contracts from my end with holland and russia .. a russian dame whom got interfered as friend kicked kgb and gru out of my life and a certain kay kicked the contract with holland out from my side .. wasn't even a spy yet .. but refute their offers each female friend they chased off has chased me off from holland and russia and "oh, we've lost a top spy in him" did i even care ... i know much more than average on espionage for a dumbass cos books and tricks grandfather from a past and other manuals from the net like in the past anarchist cookbook, small explosives (illegal on net), little things i tried myself even with chems, fighting, grappling, wrestling and pistol manuals like a boy scout and cos my father taught me that interest of the military ... now i'm like, fuck you all .. they rape me in my own country .. even death threats to shoot me but ok that's that, need to find out from where since a while but i wont care .. and they come to ask me "to help out their boys" in holland or afghanistan or iraq .. oh my else you need to make me lose all and everything .. esle i need to come over and cut your cat it's troath and demand YOUR apology for me doing that to your kitty.. do you see any logic in it?no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Suicide is NOT an option
No matter the circumstances I would ALWAYS choose to fight I will NOT run away from life....neither should you!!
No hope with out dope - -- - - - - -
i know but i feel like i have to ... feels like i wanna take off for a while but i end up not caring nearing stages of od, had that with xtc once too and got even witnesses to it .. 12 or 15 xtc's in a night .. they had to carry me out, one puff o' weed after they threw me in the car and i was murdered couldn't move, nothing untill i cleared up suddenly lol .. it's when things go bad i need my high .. but thx tho.yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
I know what will cheer you up....
:Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto:
:Grin3:
Dont go fuckin' around with them needles!
No hope with out dope - -- - - - - -
Dope and needles are two different things lol. I encourage lots of dope lol :SmokeBreak3:
I remember in school, they gave us bumper stickers that said "no hope in dope", we tore the "no" off lol.
i know but i feel like i have to ... feels like i wanna take off for a while but i end up not caring nearing stages of od, had that with xtc once too and got even witnesses to it .. 12 or 15 xtc's in a night .. they had to carry me out, one puff o' weed after they threw me in the car and i was murdered couldn't move, nothing untill i cleared up suddenly lol .. it's when things go bad i need my high .. but thx tho.yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...Rigor nailed it
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
It’s representative of being in limbo
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
I know what will cheer you up....
:Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto:
:Grin3:
Dont go fuckin' around with them needles!
@rigor79 mein nigga!
@rigor79 mein nigga!
mein neger stand strong like many.. :) soon a little trip to heaven for me .. needle up ! teeth on the belt .. vein thick and shoot all that good shit up (legal combo i am going to try, but it's dangerous but the best dame ever and best fix) and fentanyl i want to try too .. lost too much in belgium and life is done here (fucking intelligence from holland, russia, took it all, ruined it all and i await a punishment from holland cos i didn't want to infiltrate against skinheads, mocro and or isis and not talk abt ayman al zawahiri for spicing rob bertholee his anus with 25 million and some cunt i found being a spy whom i can fuck off if locked up) and now i feel like junking around after removal of my rfid .. destroy my existence and turn old school junkie or dead, walking zombie ... party untill you die and if you die you shall go happy and sedated .. 90's lingo .. cos life in belgium is simple and i'll spell it "d e s t r o y e d" and blocked abt friendships, a lot of money theo took of off me and revenge shall come .. cia knows my steps and my motive for freedom and some female friends whatsoever shall come back as i want and knew them or they'll end up exposed when locked up too.. and i get quite upset at many .. period.
keep strong mate, if i'd end up locked up or commit suicide "till walhalla" cos there's its better than here on this pile of shit we call earth ..
@rigor79 mein nigga!
mein neger stand strong like many.. :) soon a little trip to heaven for me .. needle up ! teeth on the belt .. vein thick and shoot all that good shit up (legal combo i am going to try, but it's dangerous but the best dame ever and best fix) and fentanyl i want to try too .. lost too much in belgium and life is done here (fucking intelligence from holland, russia, took it all, ruined it all and i await a punishment from holland cos i didn't want to infiltrate against skinheads, mocro and or isis and not talk abt ayman al zawahiri for spicing rob bertholee his anus with 25 million and some cunt i found being a spy whom i can fuck off if locked up) and now i feel like junking around after removal of my rfid .. destroy my existence and turn old school junkie or dead, walking zombie ... party untill you die and if you die you shall go happy and sedated .. 90's lingo .. cos life in belgium is simple and i'll spell it "d e s t r o y e d" and blocked abt friendships, a lot of money theo took of off me and revenge shall come .. cia knows my steps and my motive for freedom and some female friends whatsoever shall come back as i want and knew them or they'll end up exposed when locked up too.. and i get quite upset at many .. period.
keep strong mate, if i'd end up locked up or commit suicide "till walhalla" cos there's its better than here on this pile of shit we call earth ..
Why are you unhappy bro? Life’s short anyway, fuck it, be happy