'WHAT HAPPENS NEXT WILL SHOCK YOU!'

Omg I swear to GOD, I saw one of those things like in 2007 after my mom died. I was facing the wall and sleeping when I felt something in back of me. I looked and saw a black shadow and freaked out. I got up to check on my kids and it was gone. All this time I thought it was my mom
 
Right?! I had no idea you believed in that

My last abduction that I can remember was when I was 16 or 17. Two of those little grey fucks (really short ones, not the tall ones) rushed into my room at night and were trying to pull me off the bed by my limbs. I kicked one of them in the head at least once and kept fighting until I realized it was ultimately useless. So I began praying to Jesus for protection and they fled out the door so fast I was shocked.

There was another abduction or sttempt a year later but I got amnesia within 30 seconds of trying to tell a parent about it.... and I knew that I was being purposely muted as it happened. I knew whatever it was that I was trying to say but it wasn't in English and I could see my memory disappearing and the sounds out of my mouth.

There are some things we are not permitted to retain in this existence.
 
Elaborate if you could?
When the internets first sprouted around the globe, I too looked at the absolute gore that was suddenly available to all. It is not good for the soul to become inured to such imagery. I think it's demonic on such levels as demons work.

Same with the imagery in certain horror type movies as you alluded to. It's quite intentional, and as I said, demonic.
 
When the internets first sprouted around the globe, I too looked at the absolute gore that was suddenly available to all. It is not good for the soul to become inured to such imagery. I think it's demonic on such levels as demons work.

Same with the imagery in certain horror type movies as you alluded to. It's quite intentional, and as I said, demonic.



I remember being linked to Ogrish.com and started feeling myself going down the depression hole. Actually that’s when it started
 
'Mostly' exactly. You're a Shadow Person!
That WAS you!!
I knew it! Ha!
How many times you talk to Art over the years?

T'wasn't me.
All I meant was, as I've said before, I'm convinced I'm a mutant.
Mostly human but missing some stuff like whichever genes code for religious belief, or greed, etc.

Although I did once write a poem of sorts that mentioned "shadow people".

Oh dear. That doesn't help my case at all, does it? <sigh>
 
When the internets first sprouted around the globe, I too looked at the absolute gore that was suddenly available to all. It is not good for the soul to become inured to such imagery. I think it's demonic on such levels as demons work.

Same with the imagery in certain horror type movies as you alluded to. It's quite intentional, and as I said, demonic.

Totally agree and I'm agnostic despite being raised in Catholic Schools and parishes. I know I know that I don't know anything about reality or what happens when we expire, yet I know there is goodness and badness in this incarnation and wherever else.

I had a series of brief dreams when I was 5 or 6 where I wasn't that age and the woman who told me things and reassured me about things, like a soulmate might, told me amnesia was necessary for now but to feel or remember the feeling from our meetings. I felt total romantic type love for her, which was weird considering I was so young and didn't know that drive or feeling yet.

The dream was in black and white or various hues of. The last of the dreams she told me to hold fast... that I wouldn't or couldn't be allowed to retain transcripts but that she was giving me faith....which I could keep.

It was a soul saver at the time as I was being spiritually assaulted and seeing a tall upright coyote in my room who tried to and would sometimes be able to abduct me through windows and walls.

I was also seeing shooting stars that zigzagged and perfect fire balls or what we call plasma now... all long before Communion the movie was a thing. This was the 70's. There was none of that. My mind was not being contaminated by movies, shows, books.... virtually nothing existed for the time.... but everything has tracked since.

Even Disclosure Day shows animals interacting with us.... I didn't fully realize that was a thing before... that things change appearances to keep us calm.

Nothing ever worked on me though..... I always resisted and fought back.
 
Totally agree and I'm agnostic despite being raised in Catholic Schools and parishes. I know I know that I don't know anything about reality or what happens when we expire, yet I know there is goodness and badness in this incarnation and wherever else.

I had a series of brief dreams when I was 5 or 6 where I wasn't that age and the woman who told me things and reassured me about things, like a soulmate might, told me amnesia was necessary for now but to feel or remember the feeling from our meetings. I felt total romantic type love for her, which was weird considering I was so young and didn't know that drive or feeling yet.

The dream was in black and white or various hues of. The last of the dreams she told me to hold fast... that I wouldn't or couldn't be allowed to retain transcripts but that she was giving me faith....which I could keep.

It was a soul saver at the time as I was being spiritually assaulted and seeing a tall upright coyote in my room who tried to and would sometimes be able to abduct me through windows and walls.

I was also seeing shooting stars that zigzagged and perfect fire balls or what we call plasma now... all long before Communion the movie was a thing. This was the 70's. There was none of that. My mind was not being contaminated by movies, shows, books.... virtually nothing existed for the time.... but everything has tracked since.

Even Disclosure Day shows animals interacting with us.... I didn't fully realize that was a thing before... that things change appearances to keep us calm.

Nothing ever worked on me though..... I always resisted and fought back.
Er, you haven't been bitten by some kind of freaky Aussie spider or anything, have you?

But seriously, I Grok you. All of us must search on our own. Epiphanies do come to us all, but some of us never notice them.
 
T'wasn't me.
All I meant was, as I've said before, I'm convinced I'm a mutant.
Mostly human but missing some stuff like whichever genes code for religious belief, or greed, etc.

Although I did once write a poem of sorts that mentioned "shadow people".

Oh dear. That doesn't help my case at all, does it? <sigh>


You are a shadow person, short stuff
 
Er, you haven't been bitten by some kind of freaky Aussie spider or anything, have you?

But seriously, I Grok you. All of us must search on our own. Epiphanies do come to us all, but some of us never notice them.
A whitetail or redback in my sleep a couple of times when I moved to Australia and a unknown spider that a dragonfly attacked on my left calf while I was sitting along a billabong with my feet in the water 5 years later. If the dragonfly didn't try to eat it, the spider probably wouldn't have bit me. It violently cramped up my lower leg for an hour.... so painful.