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The thing is I personally know a woman who was raped by a guard. It's a fucking problem.

It's a problem that has action taken to combat it.

But we havent heard a single word from establishment shills about that either. They wait until thier cause is enabling the rape of women....in prisons AND schools now.

I've seen these Reality TV shows with the supposedly 'compassionate' prison guard and the caring prison staff ready to help the female prison inmates like damsels in distress.

But when the cameras aren't a filimin, I bet there's a lotta rape and abuse by staff of female prisoners going on, eh?
 

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Overreaction Alert!!!!!
Is that all your senior brain can come up with, repeating the same phrase in big fonts?

Take a pill, you are frothing at the mouth!!!!

Sure I am gramps. So, how old are you anyway, like 87? Is that why you post with a giant font?

Maybe Prowler is an autistic Grandpa

Either that or the Pandemic is finally takin' its toll on the Old Guy.

Lotsa people are losin' it these days.

Hang in their, Prowler.

I am 55, Joe. I play hockey with 35 year olds. I play baseball in a league where the average age of the players is somewhere in the late 20's. I could easily pass for being 10 years younger than I am. I am in better shape than most people at any age.

That is The Truth. You cannot change The Truth, Joe.

You always struck me as much older than me, Joe. All your "When I drove a limo for Lorne Greene..." stories.

Be honest, Joe. You are over 65, right?

And not very healthy. I mean, most of what you know about is what you learned while driving a limo, or while watching TV or YouTube. You do not really participate in anything, do you Joe? Always a spectator.

How close am I, Joe?
 

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She was very unfair to my President though. She has never apologised....

I saw this movie once about the Ottoman Empire in your home country of Turkey & how the Sultans employed Eunuchs or what would be considered 'transgendered' today And that was less than 100 years ago:



So many people today are so up in arms about their existence but they've actually been around for centuries. But now they're making a resurgence instead of hiding in Mom's closet for the past 100 years.

Difference tho between then & now is that Eunuchs were never considered men or women. But they had their own gender, institutions and social rules created for them. They belonged but in a different category.

So rather than try to ban these kind of people out of existence, why not just provide them with legal recognition? Separate but equal. Separate prisons for them. Therefore no chance of rape or accidental pregnancies in womens prisons.

Mind you it'll probably be another 20 years & unwanted pregnancies & rapes later before the higher ups realize, "Hey....we gotta problem! We made a mistake! Social Engineering doesn't work!"


They have always been around. There's a 2000 year old sculpture of a hermaphrodite in Rome.


Damn, you are stupid. You don't even know the difference between a transvestite and a hermaphrodite. Much less someone who claims to have gender disphoria.


I know the difference, you absolute moron. The point is, there has always been a gender SCALE. It's never been black/white. Just like literally every fucking thing else in the world, there is always a spectrum. You people need to grow the fuck up with your false dichotomy ignorance.


Dudes have cocks.

Chicks have pussies.

Only a very small, insignificant percentage of people do not fit into one of those categories.


The point is, it doesn't matter what the percentage. There is no need to fucking melt down over it. Just get over it and carry on with your life. You have not had to change one thing about your life as a result of some people going by "they" and some people getting sex changes. Nothing about your life has changed, nitwit. Move along.


Lotusbutt continues to prove what a subhuman shit stain she truly is. Those women getting raped? It doesn't matter to her. According to her we should all shut up and move along. What vile and evil son of a bitch she is.
 

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Overreaction Alert!!!!!
Is that all your senior brain can come up with, repeating the same phrase in big fonts?

Take a pill, you are frothing at the mouth!!!!

Sure I am gramps. So, how old are you anyway, like 87? Is that why you post with a giant font?

Maybe Prowler is an autistic Grandpa

Either that or the Pandemic is finally takin' its toll on the Old Guy.

Lotsa people are losin' it these days.

Hang in their, Prowler.

I am 55, Joe. I play hockey with 35 year olds. I play baseball in a league where the average age of the players is somewhere in the late 20's. I could easily pass for being 10 years younger than I am. I am in better shape than most people at any age.

That is The Truth. You cannot change The Truth, Joe.

You always struck me as much older than me, Joe. All your "When I drove a limo for Lorne Greene..." stories.

Be honest, Joe. You are over 65, right?

And not very healthy. I mean, most of what you know about is what you learned while driving a limo, or while watching TV or YouTube. You do not really participate in anything, do you Joe? Always a spectator.

How close am I, Joe?

Yeah, I am older than you.

But unlike you I still have all my hair and it's the same hairline as when I was 20.

my heart/pulse is 120/60.

You strike me as being a guy with too much testosterone since you said you are bald.
Overreaction Alert!!!!!
Is that all your senior brain can come up with, repeating the same phrase in big fonts?

Take a pill, you are frothing at the mouth!!!!

Sure I am gramps. So, how old are you anyway, like 87? Is that why you post with a giant font?

Maybe Prowler is an autistic Grandpa

Either that or the Pandemic is finally takin' its toll on the Old Guy.

Lotsa people are losin' it these days.

Hang in their, Prowler.

I am 55, Joe. I play hockey with 35 year olds. I play baseball in a league where the average age of the players is somewhere in the late 20's. I could easily pass for being 10 years younger than I am. I am in better shape than most people at any age.

That is The Truth. You cannot change The Truth, Joe.

You always struck me as much older than me, Joe. All your "When I drove a limo for Lorne Greene..." stories.

Be honest, Joe. You are over 65, right?

And not very healthy. I mean, most of what you know about is what you learned while driving a limo, or while watching TV or YouTube. You do not really participate in anything, do you Joe? Always a spectator.

How close am I, Joe?

Yeah, I'm older than you, Prowler. I admit it.
But, I got my results back from the physician today.

He says my pulse really is 120/60
Oxygen Intake is 98% Heartbeat 87.
Plus you said yer already bald, Bud.
At least I still got all my hair, eh?
Unchanged since I was 20.

Anyways, I betcha yer hockey skills aint what the Kids have now, Prowler.

'Specially if ya live in Central Canada, the heartland of Ice Hockey...possibly the world!

Here's yer up in comin' competition, Prowler.




Watch, be amazed, but weep and quake in fear....Prowler!

Personally I drool with envy as I wish I'd been that skilled at 10 years old, or could be now.

So ya better watchit, Bud!
Some 10 year old Kid is soon gonna take yer position in the Beer League, Man!

Yer gonna be put outta business soon, with the skill level these Kids have now.

They're pumpin' out Gretzkys and Sidney Crosbys by the truckload, Bud!

Old farts like you are an endangered species I'm afraid. ;-)
 

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Yeah, I'm older than you, Prowler. I admit it.

Duh!

I was just pointing out that when you called me "Grandpa" it was a Self Own.


But, I got my results back from the physician today.

He says my pulse really is 120/60
Oxygen Intake is 98% Heartbeat 87.

120/60 would be your blood pressure. Look up "isolated diastolic hypotension".

98% would be your blood oxygen level, which is normal.

A resting heart rate of 87 is not good.

Plus you said yer already bald, Bud.
At least I still got all my hair, eh?
Unchanged since I was 20.

Yeah, you are nearly dead, but at least you have your hair.

Hahahaha!!!!

Anyways, I betcha yer hockey skills aint what the Kids have now, Prowler.

'Specially if ya live in Central Canada, the heartland of Ice Hockey...possibly the world!

Here's yer up in comin' competition, Prowler.



Watch, be amazed, but weep and quake in fear....Prowler!

Personally I drool with envy as I wish I'd been that skilled at 10 years old, or could be now.

So ya better watchit, Bud!
Some 10 year old Kid is soon gonna take yer position in the Beer League, Man!

Yer gonna be put outta business soon, with the skill level these Kids have now.

They're pumpin' out Gretzkys and Sidney Crosbys by the truckload, Bud!

Those kids have excellent skills for their age. They certainly did not do anything that I cannot do, but I could not have done it at their age. That said, there is a good chance that they will not be able to do what I can do when they are my age. But whatever, it is tough to compare notes with a kid more than 40 years younger than me.


Old farts like you are an endangered species I'm afraid. ;-)

I think you had better talk to your doctor about your conditions, because that was another Self Own.
 

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Took my blood pressure today which automatically gets sent to the VA. 121 over 79. I do have to take a pill of linsipril and hydrochlorotheozide daily. Not bad for 45 and a smoker. Weight is 235 lbs. I would like to drop 20 but still meet Army height and weight for my age and being 6'1". I probably cannot pass Army S.O.F. standards any more though wrt push-ups, situps, and 2 mile run much less the 10 pull-ups.

Over all middle age is ok but you know you are no longer 20.
 

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But, I got my results back from the physician today.

He says my pulse really is 120/60
Oxygen Intake is 98% Heartbeat 87.

120/60 would be your blood pressure. Look up "isolated diastolic hypotension".

98% would be your blood oxygen level, which is normal.

A resting heart rate of 87 is
not good.

Actually I did a closer look and the doc wrote down '83'.

But...I don't know what that means in terms of heart rate/health.

What's a good rate? What's the ideal?

Here's a link I saw, eh?

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What's a good rate? What's the ideal?

You posted the charts.

You are in the "Poor" category.

You sickly fuck.

Well how could I have a blood pressure orate of 120 over 60 and a poor heart reading?

120 over 60 is not good, Joe.

Look up "isolated diastolic hypotension".

I had funny side effects from that Moderna vaccine.

One is inflammation of some joints where I once had none

Even the doctor noted that my joints seem to make a cracking sound.

I never had this problem before.

Last does I needed Aleve to bring some of the sweeling down.

So I guess it might be comin back.

I never had that problem prior to the covid vaccine.
 

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Not all of our brains are wired the same exact way.

See Joe, even The Leaker recognizes something is wrong with you.

I really think it would serve you well to put more effort into compensating for your condition.

Well what do you think Meaghan Kellys and her guest were talking about in the OP?

Trump or Transgendered inmates in California prisons?

Or did you even bother to watch her video?

Is it a learning disability?

Are you able to read, but unable to process the information?

Yer like an attack dog.

I guess that's the reason for yer avatar.
Bull Terriers are awesome dogs. And you’ll be surprised to know...family dogs. Had one for 16 years. Beautiful creatures.
 
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What's a good rate? What's the ideal?

You posted the charts.

You are in the "Poor" category.

You sickly fuck.

Well how could I have a blood pressure orate of 120 over 60 and a poor heart reading?

120 over 60 is not good, Joe.

Look up "isolated diastolic hypotension".

I had funny side effects from that Moderna vaccine.

One is inflammation of some joints where I once had none

Even the doctor noted that my joints seem to make a cracking sound.

I never had this problem before.

Last does I needed Aleve to bring some of the sweeling down.

So I guess it might be comin back.

I never had that problem prior to the covid vaccine.

LoL Joe your vitals are fine I PROMISE.

If I was checking your vitals I wouldnt be concerned at all. Yeah 87 is on the low end for resting heart rate but you are older so it's fine.

Prowler is fucking with you lol. Please dont start panicking hahaha.
 

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What's a good rate? What's the ideal?

You posted the charts.

You are in the "Poor" category.

You sickly fuck.

Well how could I have a blood pressure orate of 120 over 60 and a poor heart reading?

120 over 60 is not good, Joe.

Look up "isolated diastolic hypotension".

I had funny side effects from that Moderna vaccine.

One is inflammation of some joints where I once had none

Even the doctor noted that my joints seem to make a cracking sound.

I never had this problem before.

Last does I needed Aleve to bring some of the sweeling down.

So I guess it might be comin back.

I never had that problem prior to the covid vaccine.

LoL Joe your vitals are fine I PROMISE.

If I was checking your vitals I wouldnt be concerned at all. Yeah 87 is on the low end for resting heart rate but you are older so it's fine.

Prowler is fucking with you lol. Please dont start panicking hahaha.

Well, what is the ideal or desireable level then?

Actually the doctor did ask me if I was getting enough exercise.

So maybe that was a hint?

But the blood pressure was 120 over 60.

I have no clue what these numbers mean.

so maybe you can explain it to me?
 
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What's a good rate? What's the ideal?

You posted the charts.

You are in the "Poor" category.

You sickly fuck.

Well how could I have a blood pressure orate of 120 over 60 and a poor heart reading?

120 over 60 is not good, Joe.

Look up "isolated diastolic hypotension".

I had funny side effects from that Moderna vaccine.

One is inflammation of some joints where I once had none

Even the doctor noted that my joints seem to make a cracking sound.

I never had this problem before.

Last does I needed Aleve to bring some of the sweeling down.

So I guess it might be comin back.

I never had that problem prior to the covid vaccine.

LoL Joe your vitals are fine I PROMISE.

If I was checking your vitals I wouldnt be concerned at all. Yeah 87 is on the low end for resting heart rate but you are older so it's fine.

Prowler is fucking with you lol. Please dont start panicking hahaha.

Well, what is the ideal or desireable level then?

Actually the doctor did ask me if I was getting enough exercise.

So maybe that was a hint?

But the blood pressure was 120 over 60.

I have no clue what these numbers mean.

so maybe you can explain it to me?

Your blood pressure is exactly the ideal. It's actually better than mine. But I deal with chronic pain, so that keeps my BP a tad elevated. I also always have some anxiety when my vitals are being taken...so its usually elevated (150/80...in that area). At home with nothing going on, its anywhere from 125/130 over 70.

I get freaky when my BP gets taken because one time when I showed up in the ER with an obstructed kidney stone, my BP was fucking 240/150 something and it terrified me. The nurse didnt even blink.....she just said "I'm gonna go get you some diluated". I was in excruciating pain so they reassured me that pain like that will send your vitals sky rocketing and that i wasnt about to die of a stroke. But when I saw that I did panick, which really doesnt help the situation at all.

120/65 is the ideal BP, but it's okay to be a bit higher or lower depending of whatever your body is like or what medical conditions you have. What meds you might be taking, et. The top number (like your 120) is called your systolic pressure and it's the amount of pressure of your blood against your artery and vessel walls when your heart beats. Your lower number (60) is your diastolic, this is pressure in your vessels between beats.

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My resting heart rate is normally 95 to 97. That's just how fast your heart beats when you are not doing anything (resting). That's like your bodies baseline heart rate. If you had just ran, or had a panick attack, or did something that elevated your heart rate... that would be a bad time to check your pulse because your heart rate would be high. The important thing with your heart rate is that you have one....lol. If it were above 100 resting, that's called tachycardia and there is definately a problem. If it's way below 60, that's bradycardia and there is a problem.

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If your lifestyle is more sedentary that can impact your vitals. You dont want to get too pre occupied with your vitals. What's normal for you is normal for you. Unless they show a problem, then you want to keep on eye on them so you know how to manage that problem. It's about being within of the wide range of normal. These "ideals" are just that....you dont want to think of ideals here to target like a goal. You just want to stay within the range of normal.

A resting heart rate of 87 is fine for an older man. It can even mean you have good cardiac health. If you'd like it higher, just start doing 20 minutes or so a day of cardio. You should be doing that anyway. Everyone should. And drink more water and eat healthier(less processed foods and sugary shit. Lower sodium)

If you have anxiety you want to control that because it spikes your vitals and can be rough on your body.
 

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Rape is such a negative topic. Not only for the victims of real rape, but also for all the women that lied about being raped in the first place. You’re hurting actual victims and should be jailed accordingly.
 
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She was very unfair to my President though. She has never apologised....

I saw this movie once about the Ottoman Empire in your home country of Turkey & how the Sultans employed Eunuchs or what would be considered 'transgendered' today And that was less than 100 years ago:



So many people today are so up in arms about their existence but they've actually been around for centuries. But now they're making a resurgence instead of hiding in Mom's closet for the past 100 years.

Difference tho between then & now is that Eunuchs were never considered men or women. But they had their own gender, institutions and social rules created for them. They belonged but in a different category.

So rather than try to ban these kind of people out of existence, why not just provide them with legal recognition? Separate but equal. Separate prisons for them. Therefore no chance of rape or accidental pregnancies in womens prisons.

Mind you it'll probably be another 20 years & unwanted pregnancies & rapes later before the higher ups realize, "Hey....we gotta problem! We made a mistake! Social Engineering doesn't work!"


They have always been around. There's a 2000 year old sculpture of a hermaphrodite in Rome.


Damn, you are stupid. You don't even know the difference between a transvestite and a hermaphrodite. Much less someone who claims to have gender disphoria.


I know the difference, you absolute moron. The point is, there has always been a gender SCALE. It's never been black/white. Just like literally every fucking thing else in the world, there is always a spectrum. You people need to grow the fuck up with your false dichotomy ignorance.


Dudes have cocks.

Chicks have pussies.

Only a very small, insignificant percentage of people do not fit into one of those categories.


The point is, it doesn't matter what the percentage. There is no need to fucking melt down over it. Just get over it and carry on with your life. You have not had to change one thing about your life as a result of some people going by "they" and some people getting sex changes. Nothing about your life has changed, nitwit. Move along.


Lotus no one cares that these people exist. That doesnt upset anyone that they simply exist.

The problem is when this gender ideology people are pushing becomes something in our policies and legislation that directly impacts all of us.

And this "Equality Act" allows ANY MAN.....any man, all he has to do is SAY he identifies as a woman.....and he can enter female segregated spaces where we are vulnerable. He can even be placed in female only prison.

I'm not sure why or how you guys on the left here do not understand the issue. You all claim to be so smart, and so much smarter than us so HOW do any of you NOT understand the problem here?

Are you being intentionally dishonest? Because if you are that really is shitty.

Would you want some pervert predator coming into a dressing room or locker room with your daughter? What if that girl who was raped at school was your own daughter? And that transactivist came up to you at that meeting and told you that you were a liar and your daughter was a bitch? And you were the one arrested?

I just dont understand how anyone can be so dismissive of the pain of others.
 
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I just dont understand how anyone can be so dismissive of the pain of others.

They might understand when they themselves are victims. Their lack of sympathy is heartless.

I was attacked at that age. 14.

Seeing how easily they dismiss this, it's hard not to personalize it and make it about MY own worth. I know what it's like to have something that horrible be done to you, and how other people can ADD that feeling it leaves you with. That you are nothing. And it's not that big of a deal that you were disregarded as a human being and used like some sort of meat sack.

A good chunk of true recovery is in creating healthy boundaries and rooting your worth in who GOD.....the Author of life, says you are. Defining your own can make you too arrogant, we are all fickle by nature, where as the Spirit is stable. Unchanging. Unmoving.

My heart breaks for this girl because I know she feels like absolute garbage and that society is telling her shes nothing. That was done to her is just an annoying inconvenience. She is going to suffer this wound well into her adulthood.

Imagine being in this father shoes and have your baby treated like this. How enraging.

It's hard to have your life ripped out from under you like this and to steady understand.....how this is being treated is in NO WAY a reflection of them and thier value. It's on the ones dismissing it, and entirely about thier lack of connection to humanity and genuine care for others. It's a testimony of a sick and selfish....callous society.
 

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I just dont understand how anyone can be so dismissive of the pain of others.

They might understand when they themselves are victims. Their lack of sympathy is heartless.

I was attacked at that age. 14.

Seeing how easily they dismiss this, it's hard not to personalize it and make it about MY own worth. I know what it's like to have something that horrible be done to you, and how other people can ADD that feeling it leaves you with. That you are nothing. And it's not that big of a deal that you were disregarded as a human being and used like some sort of meat sack.

A good chunk of true recovery is in creating healthy boundaries and rooting your worth in who GOD.....the Author of life, says you are. Defining your own can make you too arrogant, we are all fickle by nature, where as the Spirit is stable. Unchanging. Unmoving.

My heart breaks for this girl because I know she feels like absolute garbage and that society is telling her shes nothing. That was done to her is just an annoying inconvenience. She is going to suffer this wound well into her adulthood.

Imagine being in this father shoes and have your baby treated like this. How enraging.

It's hard to have your life ripped out from under you like this and to steady understand.....how this is being treated is in NO WAY a reflection of them and thier value. It's on the ones dismissing it, and entirely about thier lack of connection to humanity and genuine care for others.
Dove...I was a pretty boy and was sexualised and even raped by older women before I knew what sex was all about. And I can truly say that I enjoyed it. Later on in my years and knew better I was propositioned on many occasions. I dealt with my beautiful looks.
 
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I just dont understand how anyone can be so dismissive of the pain of others.

They might understand when they themselves are victims. Their lack of sympathy is heartless.

I was attacked at that age. 14.

Seeing how easily they dismiss this, it's hard not to personalize it and make it about MY own worth. I know what it's like to have something that horrible be done to you, and how other people can ADD that feeling it leaves you with. That you are nothing. And it's not that big of a deal that you were disregarded as a human being and used like some sort of meat sack.

A good chunk of true recovery is in creating healthy boundaries and rooting your worth in who GOD.....the Author of life, says you are. Defining your own can make you too arrogant, we are all fickle by nature, where as the Spirit is stable. Unchanging. Unmoving.

My heart breaks for this girl because I know she feels like absolute garbage and that society is telling her shes nothing. That was done to her is just an annoying inconvenience. She is going to suffer this wound well into her adulthood.

Imagine being in this father shoes and have your baby treated like this. How enraging.

It's hard to have your life ripped out from under you like this and to steady understand.....how this is being treated is in NO WAY a reflection of them and thier value. It's on the ones dismissing it, and entirely about thier lack of connection to humanity and genuine care for others.
Dove...I was a pretty boy and was sexualised and even raped by older women before I knew what sex was all about. And I can truly say that I enjoyed it. Later on in my years and knew better I was propositioned on many occasions. I dealt with my beautiful looks.

I most definately didnt enjoy what happened to me. I thought they were going to kill me.
 

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I just dont understand how anyone can be so dismissive of the pain of others.

They might understand when they themselves are victims. Their lack of sympathy is heartless.

I was attacked at that age. 14.

Seeing how easily they dismiss this, it's hard not to personalize it and make it about MY own worth. I know what it's like to have something that horrible be done to you, and how other people can ADD that feeling it leaves you with. That you are nothing. And it's not that big of a deal that you were disregarded as a human being and used like some sort of meat sack.

A good chunk of true recovery is in creating healthy boundaries and rooting your worth in who GOD.....the Author of life, says you are. Defining your own can make you too arrogant, we are all fickle by nature, where as the Spirit is stable. Unchanging. Unmoving.

My heart breaks for this girl because I know she feels like absolute garbage and that society is telling her shes nothing. That was done to her is just an annoying inconvenience. She is going to suffer this wound well into her adulthood.

Imagine being in this father shoes and have your baby treated like this. How enraging.

It's hard to have your life ripped out from under you like this and to steady understand.....how this is being treated is in NO WAY a reflection of them and thier value. It's on the ones dismissing it, and entirely about thier lack of connection to humanity and genuine care for others.
Dove...I was a pretty boy and was sexualised and even raped by older women before I knew what sex was all about. And I can truly say that I enjoyed it. Later on in my years and knew better I was propositioned on many occasions. I dealt with my beautiful looks.

I most definately didnt enjoy what happened to me. I thought they were going to kill me.
Well I had women that mostly pampered me, so in that regard, I guess it was different.