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I’ve being on the receiving end too. Emotions can get ugly. Words said that can’t be unsaid. Fuck it all if it turns nasty. Not everyone can come out of it alive. If we survive it, we need a fresh start and a positive atmosphere. It’s one of the reasons I had to take a hiatus from forums a while ago. I met a great soulmate that picked me up, but the demons still nag. It’s been the 14th year that we’ve been together, the 4th of July when we met. She helped me through the tough times. After 14 years we married just before Covid 02022020, a numerical palindrome, but I think I told you that.I bet he regrets coming here though. You have a good head on your shoulders now, we all go through dark times. But there’s nothing worse than dredging up the past and shoving it in your face. Real men don’t do that. I’m hoping that slap-stick forum comedy can poke the turtle from it’s arsehole again here and stop being so personal and PI threatening. It used to be hilarious back in the day when we could just be so filthy and crazy. Damn...I think we may be getting old.I reckon he’d let himself go though...Hey Dove...I’ve had a few rums so forgive me...that doofus we need not name, was he as greasy as his image portrays? I proud myself in being the most analytical around. I have a ten yard stare and can look through most people at an idle glance. He was greasy wasn’t he!?
I'm going to be completely honest here, no.
If he had been physically dirty or greasy I wouldnt have let him touch me.
His living conditions shocked me. He was clean physically at least when he knew he was going to be around me.
Look at what happened to Phil Collins!? Didn’t shower or bath for a year when he tried to make it on his own. Anyway...hahaha...he has the potential to be a bit on the nose. I’m too good at analysing people in general.
He is a textbook narcissist.
So unless he getting supply.....he is dead inside. As all narcs are. They thrive on all levels of drama.
I need peace and good energy.
I was in a bad place and separated and divorcing. Distractions can be very tempting. I never intended it to get crazy like that. I didnt want anything serious .. . I already had a bunch of serious shit going, that was supposed to be fun and maybe LATER on get more serious if it were going well. The more I got to know him the worse it got.
It was a dumb stupid thing that I completely regret doing. I'm not even a "fling" person.
If i do end up divorced, I'm completely done dealing with anyone new. I have a lot of things to invest my time into that I know will be good for me besides opening myself up to a liar or an abuser and these days ......people kinda suck. I tend to like to see the good in people and that gets taken advantage of.
Being Breakfall is not always about being Ryan. I think shit people in general need to steer clear of this forum. The history is too strong for shallow cunts to upset the balance.
