Right on man, wish ya the best. Im all for the green. Some music, or camping, goes a long way. Just need to find your high man.i know but i feel like i have to ... feels like i wanna take off for a while but i end up not caring nearing stages of od, had that with xtc once too and got even witnesses to it .. 12 or 15 xtc's in a night .. they had to carry me out, one puff o' weed after they threw me in the car and i was murdered couldn't move, nothing untill i cleared up suddenly lol .. it's when things go bad i need my high .. but thx tho.I know what will cheer you up....yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanutsno shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
Dont go fuckin' around with them needles!
Suicide only hurts those that love you. My mom was a suicide, though I had clues of possible murder.