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rigor79

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I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it

It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
 

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I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it

It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
 

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I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it

It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
Suicide is NOT an option

No matter the circumstances I would ALWAYS choose to fight I will NOT run away from life....neither should you!!
 

rigor79

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do not care much .. may get injection needles and start to shoot around .. untill i'm happy cos nothing moves on .. all is going backward .. thanks holland and russian intelligence ..
 

rigor79

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grain of sand vs desert ..
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it

It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.
 

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I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it

It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.
I know what will cheer you up....

:Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto:

:Grin3:

Dont go fuckin' around with them needles!
 

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No hope with out dope - -- - - - - -
 

rigor79

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grain of sand vs desert ..
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it

It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
Glad you only "considered". Just remember, you miss out on everything else once you're gone. When life gives you shit, remember sometimes it comes with corn and peanuts :Grin3:
yeah i know but all complicated and i feel like mutilated ..and not in the mood for much .. makes me want to boil up a spoon or pull up stuff and inject and go high and i'll see how high i'll turn out to be in the end .. at least holland and russia will know their own involvement .. thx to loss of much .. so i wouldn't even care ..feels like i'm at the end of the street.. dead.
I know what will cheer you up....

:Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto::Perfecto:

:Grin3:

Dont go fuckin' around with them needles!
i know but i feel like i have to ... feels like i wanna take off for a while but i end up not caring nearing stages of od, had that with xtc once too and got even witnesses to it .. 12 or 15 xtc's in a night .. they had to carry me out, one puff o' weed after they threw me in the car and i was murdered couldn't move, nothing untill i cleared up suddenly lol .. it's when things go bad i need my high .. but thx tho.
 

rigor79

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Location
grain of sand vs desert ..
I could take this two ways, that either you feel alone, or that you are enjoying some peaceful solitude away from all the fucks lol.
Rigor nailed it

It’s representative of being in limbo
no shit, i lost all .. i was mainly considering suicide again by OD and go high and fuck off ... but to leak in islam instead of helping stinking russian and dutch intelligence who took all ... job loss, female friends etc .. i feel like fucking ruining it all and everything around me cos life sucks ...
Suicide is NOT an option

No matter the circumstances I would ALWAYS choose to fight I will NOT run away from life....neither should you!!
it's basically not caring abt life and i'll see what happens .. when i smack into the wall so it shall be .. is not the first time in my life or that i even end up in ER to pump my stomach empty or get me trough in er last was 2014 .. coma and appt near dead and that's what i may find out again .. how far i can go .. dutch russian fuckfaces decided to destroy my life over info i did not want to share .. now i leak leak or intend to really leak to destroy perhaps others their live's someday since nothing works in belgium all is filthed, corrupted, pple hate me etc etc thx to slander of ru and holland .. so seems i'm stuck here and terrible memories in belgium so life is done .. and from now they can shove their top secret military experiment all up their asses .. the only thing i want is my steps .. if not i wont care like now .. and a lot of online slander returned as offline slander and stingin, probing, messing around and holland, russia still stinging for info abt ayman al zawahiri ... next to this shat up military experiment as i see and call it ... next to job loss .. income loss i can't ever reproduce .. means house gone, mustang or camaro 1967 - 69 gone all dreams destroyed .. kay a female friend gone, snegorushka a female friend gone and many others .. returns as 0.0 friends online and refute the offliners bcos of that and spying too .. so i'm done here .. just feels like shooting up once in a while to more often and from there one i may want to get higher .. that's what i'm after .. not running from life it's just being indiffirent .. holland was even trying to lock me up .. i'm even going to have to get pple executed or liqudated with or abt sensitive information .. even female friends like snego or this kay i may begin to leak or instigate what's lost turns useless and those are pple infatuated with intelligence or pple whom turned against me and hate me "whatever" so for all i care i fuck em off into isis as kgb or aivd spy as locked up person .. damn, even a 8yo i may get kidnapped in name of islam abt something ... during lock up i may get upset and speak that out a lot of it .. and for snego and kay loss of female friends i am even willing to start a war in holland with islam someday or all over russia or europe ... cia knows .. and my steps are going to keep me alive and at peace ... steps is all i care for .. and their military expiremnt on my identitu shall be exposed even in islam but i'm calm now and i wont care abt the results .. and stealing all my contacts online and cuteys .. to make me feel isolated is wrong .. than i turn a bastard and than i want to get high and higher untill i fall asleep or pass out ... that's where it dangerous combined with the fact i feel superbored and pressure abt bin laden info to enrich some rob bertholee, maria zakharova, pepijn, fabio and apparently jorrit faassen and a bunch fake muslima's to make me infiltrant exceeding my own privacy.. dutch russian intelligence ... fuckups and not able to think outside the box but ok, interpol knows and some id's too and if i 'd die by suicide during getting high, no one shall miss me but some pple that may have needed me may start an investigation to the known id's and i wont give a fuck .. they killed so much in my life .. and i get sick of it .. and a few cuteys have killed the contracts from my end with holland and russia .. a russian dame whom got interfered as friend kicked kgb and gru out of my life and a certain kay kicked the contract with holland out from my side .. wasn't even a spy yet .. but refute their offers each female friend they chased off has chased me off from holland and russia and "oh, we've lost a top spy in him" did i even care ... i know much more than average on espionage for a dumbass cos books and tricks grandfather from a past and other manuals from the net like in the past anarchist cookbook, small explosives (illegal on net), little things i tried myself even with chems, fighting, grappling, wrestling and pistol manuals like a boy scout and cos my father taught me that interest of the military ... now i'm like, fuck you all .. they rape me in my own country .. even death threats to shoot me but ok that's that, need to find out from where since a while but i wont care .. and they come to ask me "to help out their boys" in holland or afghanistan or iraq .. oh my else you need to make me lose all and everything .. esle i need to come over and cut your cat it's troath and demand YOUR apology for me doing that to your kitty.. do you see any logic in it?
they can shove their "pink panter" up their ass .. and disrupting me and dames whew .. income i wont see back ... the life i lead now is the life of a drunk wanker or often drunk .. in a way .. thank you too belgium as to intelligence and military crap next time i need a fucken SCUD sustem in my garden if an F-16 flies over my roof few times a year .. to honour me and honour something... what can i fucken do with it .. how humiliative ..
 

Blazor

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No hope with out dope - -- - - - - -
Dope and needles are two different things lol. I encourage lots of dope lol :SmokeBreak3:

I remember in school, they gave us bumper stickers that said "no hope in dope", we tore the "no" off lol.
 
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