LOL you let your anxiety drive your drama cravings, eventually you hit a wall and really have to chill. Speaking from experience here and no longer give a shit. I'd claim I was besties with seamajor if it made fraudrika pop a vein on her forehead. Its so easy to walk away from retards now.
Shhhhh.....me? Anxiety?
Nonsense!! Im a very calm and level, well adjusted individual!
I like my drama on the outside of my actual life. My life is peaceful, routine, and happy. My adult daughters are my buddies, my 9 year old is my little squish who loves doing everything I do and shes helping me redo a dresser I drug up from the basement.
And we also just made a ball of pasta dough we will be rolling out and running through the pasta maker in a few. I just got done priming and sanding the dresser.
I have a friend who is actually trying get her dad to bring some Victorian style coffee table over here so I can redo that for her lol. THAT is my biggest drama at the moment lol. My anxiety now drives me to doing crafty stuff to the house and the old furniture in it lol.
I have a fat fucking pigeon now too.