Kevin.....you search for and post PI. You drag all your silly ass vindictive drama to the boards and then you cry victim.
Most people do NOT believe you "dont give a shit" and "never did". And that is YOUR OWN FAULT.
And the fact you keep saying that while demonstrating the exact opposite is concerning. You are still trying to convince yourself.
And to be fair I do not at all believe its ME you give any single shits about. You dont even know me for shit. It is whatever i symbolized to you and/or how i made you FEEL you are hung up on.
The fact that after a night of you blowing up my phone while i was in bed with my sick child, flipping out with all this idiotic retarded drama of you accusing me of telling Freud "your shit"....when you knew damn well I did not and you were looking for some excuse to cause some weird NPD cycle fight/make up/trauma bond episode ....I pulled the plug entirely. It certainly wasnt the first time you decided to pick some stupid fight with me as per a narcissists training tactics, was it? Nope.
It was the rejection and the loss of control that has you so fucked up over it, holding some ghoulish grudge when you have ZERO right to expect your anger to be validated. None.
You should be glad that I'm genuinely a nice and secure person. One of these days you are gonna collide with someone who is as much of a crazy NPD abuser as you are and the local police over there are ALREADY sick of you and your messy and dramatic break ups.
I get that your narcissism has a really fucking difficult time sharing cyber space with someone that saw what you had to offer and took a hard pass.....but fucking hell get over it. The ONLY thing you accomplish with your bitter antics and recruiting flying monkeys who have no brain to use is showcasing how much of an unhinged shit you DO give. Still....nearly 4 years later
Perhaps instead of thinking about ways and info you could use to continue manipulating me and sinking your claws in deeper, you should have listened when I told you that when people try to fix me or use private info....I dont flinch and I'm no ones hostage. You've been trying for almost 4 years. Actually it has been 4 years hasnt it?
You are deeply angry and resentful in my direction.....but nope, it's not about ME at all. This is all about YOU. It's just unfortunately fixated on me. Or at least some version that kinda looks like me that you created in your self absorbed brain.
How can we get to a place where you become consciously aware of this? You understand I was never your "girl friend"? That this was a short fling? One that I deeply regret because of your hysterical and unsavory behavior? You knew I was married and not at all prepared for or able to pour myself into building some whole new relationship.
It's actually offensive that I was pretty clear about that and instead of respecting it you thought "challenge accepted". And then you have the nerve be mad or feel slighted that it didnt go your way. So you spend years trying to harrass me off the boards so you could control the narrative.
And you aren't hearing a single word, you are so stuck in your fantasy land.
I VERY honestly wish you really did NOT give a shit at all.....and I'm more than sure I'm not the only one who wishes you didnt. The BEST thing you could do is NOT give a shit. I'm not sure you are capable of that because you are a control freak.
