You've never hunted your own meat before. Field dressed it, got it home.... skinned it.... let it hang for weeks or months in the right climate, to age... in your garage or barn.
How humans did it before markets and butchers and wherever else you get your shitty meat from under Glad Wrap.
The difference between me and you is that I've killed stuff and ate it with my own two hands.... and when I buy something from a butcher or supermarket, I can tell by texture, taste, smell what's going on.
You are perhaps the most effeminate and demented 80 something year old that I've ever encountered offline and online. You have no human skills. You pay double for everything because you think getting arse raped at the till is a sign of nobility, education, and logic when the actual scenario is the reverse.
You're your uncle's load that should have squirted on your mother's shin....
