Had to pop some Xanax, just got hit with some heavy shit and now I'm feeling like shit cause I let my girl down by not being there for her the past few weeks. I don't want to deal with this epic mess her daughter has gotten herself into but I also can't sit back and do nothing cause this woman is like my sister and she'd fuck someone up in a heartbeat for me. But this isn't an ordinary mess her daughter done fucked up and got someone killed over a stupid fight she'd gotten into.
endless debate in my head for the last hour: should I do another yummy hotrail, depite my nose already crying foul? Or should I reload the pookie with some fresh shard and make the situation a lil cloudier?