Actually, you have it in reverse…
But nothing screams he fucked me in the ass and never called me like a mass email with a PI bomb.
You go girrrl!
Bahahaha, see what happens?
After you went home, your ass ran right to the forums and started posting about your visit with me. You said some of the most disgusting things. A lot of which wasn't even true. We never "scissor banged", and there was no "toilet plunger" sound when we separated. There are NO words for me describe how seeing that shit made me feel. Omg. I started just scrolling past because I couldn't even read it anymore. It was so vile.
I'll admit, freely and openly, you made me feel uncomfortable, violated and physically ill with the way you were discussing me sexually. It was humiliating even. I was mortified. That isnt an easy task to accomplish with me. And it wasnt that i felt shamed or ashamed of myself or embarrassed. Im a grown woman. I dont have sex for validation or attention. I have sex for pleasure and intimacy. What mortified me was how you just took it upon yourself to exploit a private moment between us so you could be more popular with the fucking coomer men we shared forum space with and the vulgar, crass and trashy way you painted it.
You belong on a lesbian/bisexual registry list warning all women who love women that you aren't actually one of us. You are a cluster b fueled mega pick me with raging alcoholism who isn't above using other women to get the attention and validation you need so badly from men. Any type of man. Even dirt balls.
And you enjoyed your "trophy" for years. Bragged about it. You worked it into threads and exchanges that had nothing to do with sex. You used this and milked it for all the attention you could get.
After you went and saw Biggie and all that happened...you did it again. You ran right to the forums, two forums, and started an entire thread describing your view of the relationship you had with Biggie, both online and off, including details of the sex you had with him down to describing your titties flopping in his face.
And you DIDNT EVEN HAVE CONSENT....from EITHER of us, to go doing this. But neither of us fed into it, or addressed it, nor did we take shots at you or share anything private about YOU. While you repeatedly did it to us. Because while Biggie and I will be what we will be on the boards...we are not cretins who are so weak that we would ever take those kinds of shots. Even when we would be justified in doing so. We don't have "moments of weakness".
Again you milked your friendship and sexual experience with Biggie for all the attention you could get.
You even stepped further out of line, by trying to openly and publicly state things about MY relationship with Biggie on forums. Most of which were just ideas in your picked, vodka soaked smooth brain but yet you post with confidence. A narrative you crafted, to cope with the fact that there was a man you liked who preferred someone else.
Notice how Biggie and I had a romantic, off board connection for two years, spent a lot of time together in real life, had an intimate relationship we were serious enough about to meet eachothers children and introduce them to eachother.....and yet....neither of us has ever jumped on a forum and described sex acts we engaged in? And it isn't because we didn't have sex. We had A LOT of sex. Biggie could barely keep his hands off of me. Btw his penis worked perfectly fine for me. I still to this day dont understand what your angle was in coming to a forum and openly admitting you couldn't get or keep Biggie hard. And no one....NO ONE even asked. Weird flex...Murd. But who am I to judge, right?
What I DO know, is that like me, Biggie never consented to you openly discussing his BODY with other people. OR the relationship between you. Yet you still did it...as if it's only ever always about YOU.
You are a sick, depraved and abusive person. And I love how this bites you in your cottage cheese ass now that you no longer view me...or Biggie...as the trophies we once were in your demented and perverted mind. That's how you view us. We were props on the stage of the Murdy coomer show and when we failed to fulfill our supposed duties as extensions of YOU and we asserted ourselves as the autonomous individuals we are, you had no use for either of us anymore and now you are desperate to flip your OWN narrative.
NOW that you feel having an association, or friendship or being able to claim us as fuck trophies no longer serves your ego as it once did....now we were "charity cases". Now you are trying to minimize it.
God do people like you and Lil F. at realize when you claim that you pretended to like someone and be friends with them out of "charity".....you are flat out showing how narcissistic you are? That's predatory, dumb ass. It doesn't make you look good.
"Oh its okay if I lie and deceive this person and give them a false sense of security and trust with me. I am HELPING them. MY friendship and presence is SO beneficial to that people should have a better quatity of life when they listen to me yammer on about myself for hours!. I am SUCH a good and charitable person for how I took advantage of someone's good nature and blessed them with ME!"
Now you can enjoy wallowing in the embarrassing mess you made for yourself by violating the consent of two other people on the forum and blasting private things that were never meant for public consumption. Just think. Our little encountered could have just stayed between us and you wouldn't feel the need to be switching it up now that you've turned on me and Big.
Just think. Had you just kept your moment with Biggie to yourself....you wouldn't have to now try to defend how you fucked a brown midget and by your own admission....couldn't even keep him hard.
Biggie and I never tried to stop you before when you spouted off about us. We didn't like, appreciate or consent to it, but unlike you we know we can't control what other people chose to do.
I didn't care how I "looked" a forum then and I care even less now so enjoy trying to back track on years of you bragging about "taking a nose dive on the salmon sammich" on the maga voting, trailer trash, smack shooting, undesirable and unattractive forum junkie you now claim i am. After how you talked about me, I almost have second hand embarrassment seeing you now try to pretend you didn't have my panties in your teeth in the first hour you set foot in my condo. A true detail YOU eagerly shared for years, even in threads that had nothing at all to do with sex OR me. You described how I looked at the airport. My perfect olive tanned skinned and my fit dancers body and my silky long, dark hair. You said on multiple occasions, that my photos don't even do me justice.
You talked about me like a MAN who was love struck.
But oh let me guess.....that was all part of the Murdy charity package. Right?! Bahahaha. Because that's just what I needed. I needed an overweight, neglected wife with thinning blonde hair to come to house, get me in bed, and then spend years posting about it on forums in effort to get the male membership more turned on by her.
When you humbled bragged about making sandwiches for displaced victims of the CA fires....did you throw some head in there for good measure as well?
Murd....have you been banned from any homeless shelters?
Tell the truth. Does Salavation Army have wanted posters with your pervy coomer mug on them yet?
"Ma'am....we just asked for your spare change. Please pull your pants back up! This is a Big Lots parking lot for godsake!!"