Are you Mexican?I sometimes still think about moving, but I too still struggle with what I'll leave behind. The cultures, the food and the richness of experience.
I don't know how it is to be fully immersed in a single cultural experience. Would I come to feel over exposed?
You like Mexican food too much! Lol
I just made salsa macha to have at home, it's really good
-chile de árbol
-garlic
-panuts
-ajonjolí (don't know the name in English)
-olive oil or avocado oil
-salt
Also my favorite Mexican foods are: chiles rellenos, birria, pozole, menudo, garnachas