Have you ever considered picking up a book, maybe like on science?
I will tell you that my partner, when he was much younger, read a book called The Genesis Flood. It was written to support the stories in the Bible. It made him want to know more. He went to college thinking he was going to be an English major and be a writer. But the religious question he had made him start taking more science courses, be double majored in biology and chemistry, then got his PhD in organic chemistry. He came out of all those years of study, no longer being religious at all. Study and experiments showed how nature works to create everything. The Earth is billions of years old. Billions...enough time for nature to create what has been created.
That doesn't mean that some scientists aren't religious, they are. There are still some gaps in our understanding of the universe and Earth itself.
But evidence for God just doesn't exist in my opinion. It's a matter of faith.
I, myself, have a hard time with the idea of believing what I have no evidence for...but I cannot say a God doesn't exist. I can only say that I don't see evidence of it.
