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One of the finer things in life is getting older. I mean I could dwell on the last month or so near dead battling through my injuries like a warrior which is great to extent but more and more I realize all that shit as fucked up as it is, I really still feel great. I have and would have ignored that attitude/way of thinking say in my teens right til my late 30's but now being in the 40's i have accepted and embraced so much more of myself and life. I think the time I hit 50 I really will be totally at peace with myself and the Big unpredictable waves of life. Just a shame with my life not speaking about others that I didn't realize all this shit sooner like in my 20's or 30's. I think I would have so much more in my life. I guess better late than never huh?i feel awesome dude.erh yeah, hope you are okay ..it was a beautiful day..i think i saw her float by ..its perfectly normal dude. not so much me but my dead mom with me in her womb....might now a few things about the ganges. all you have to do is dig her up and ask. i talk to her all the timeyerh ... weirdo.. u from ganges river bru?or just jump into the nearest stream, river, lake...and shit in it and clean your ass in there. not that i've ever done shit a nasty thing...oh no.
i started having visions of her soon after, we discussed many a thing, and decided it was best to put her in a crypt where she remains to this day. i have had many a talk with the others near her, they have accept my mother, and she cooks for them often so i hear. she doesn't cook for me though as she considers me a fucking waste but i don't hold any grudges against her. i wouldn't cook for me either if one part of me was dead and the other alive.
Way to be. Me too.