I haven't been to see her yet today. I may not go today. Two or three times a week is about all I can handle, I think. I don't know, though. Maybe more.
You know, it's not kindness, really. It's a sense that this is the cycle of lie, and I want to honor it in people I care about. She has been nothing but kind to me over the years, and I care about her, so what else would I do?