I've been doing all I can for the last 18 months while these cocksuckers watched from the sidelines !! 
what the fuuuuuuck !
the scenarios that play out in my head scare the FUUUCK outta' me !
through trembling hands I do absolutely everything .
	
	
	
		
		
		
			
		
		
	
	
why do I get to know everything while they go about clueless, able to sleep and eat  
sorry about that ..