I remember feeling really sad and homesick and having this strong desire to go back home, till I realized I'm 30 and don't have a home to go to. Very sad.
Am I the only person here who is happily married to his first wife? The Covid-19 shutdowns were nothing to us because we had spent most days together for 7 or 8 years leading up to it. It was not a big change at all.
I feel okay, lonely sometimes. I worry about when my mom dies I will be all alone/without family and have no kids to lean on for support/be unconditionally loved by.
But I don't love them to be honest, not enought o marry one of them at least, and I want a wife who will stick with me for 18+ years if we're gonna make kids together.