There is no recollection because such events never happened anywhere but inside her twisted mind. I just see a lot of bitterness directed at me from a person i want nothing to do with. A marginal individual who is so obsessed with me, she created her username after me. Yes "Murdock" was derived from "Murder Idoc". My user ID used to be related to my chosen profession of eye doctor. She wanted to murder me after I told her I wanted her to just leave me alone and stop bothering me and begging me for some scraps of attention. I once posted on social media about a trip I made to the Grand Canyon a few years ago (she stalks me and follows my posts even though I defriended her). I was with my then girlfriend of 10 years. Murdock seems to have this fantasy that I was going to ask her to go with me despite having a long term committed relationship. It's rather amusing while at the same time, pathetically sad.