I don't see any imprint that says you run the place, I see only that you gave up some of your allowance to donate money to this forum. That doesn't mean anything other than you don't spend your limited funds wisely.
You define yourself and your sense of self importance by the number of posts you have on an obscure internet discussion forum that is posted to regularly by less than a dozen people, all of whom are complete strangers to you, none of whom you have ever met nor know anything about in "real life".
That's pathetic and sad.