Mom seems to be giving me the business , keeping me outta the loop with fairytale diagnosis and downplaying her issues..
Trying to tell me to not worry, fucking parents who kept me out of their issues my whole life and treating me as an outsider during my angst crime ridden teenage years leaving me for the streets..
Mom was always my archilles heal as our love kept us closer then anyone else..
So knowing this I can tell she wants to keep me on the outside during her suffering but I'm not having it anymore..
I know this isn't going to end well