I'm not here to entertain you or anyone.
The question has to be asked. Why in fuck do you bother then? Are you like a feral cat scenting your way round the internet in the hopes of getting a mate or at least a good hard shag? Or do you really think your sodden brain farts are here for posterity and will be used as reference material in 23rd century Pschology tutorials?
Babe. The internet ain't forever. This shit goes 404 within 12 months then all your hand wringing and personal angst gets flushed down a gigantic shitter.
If it's not been entetaining then what the fuck is the point retard?