Hi Ryan, I hope you read this after you're feeling a bit better. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad about what people say on an anonymous forum. They don't know you, they don't know or care about your life. If that isn't abundantly clear to you after all these years on a forum, well, I don't know if forums are the right place for you. People are going to say things that they think might poke you. Including using your wife and children against you, your parents, anything that they can use, they will. It's been done to me. Biggie and Dove concocted a story about my uncles sexually abusing me. Did I demand that you stop being friends with them? No. Why? Because that would be unreason