"and that'll be my problemo if any, no alcoholic but when i drink". Do you know what all the alcohol addicts say? Exactly! That they are not addicted. They can stop any time!drinking helps to take the pains away .. and that'll be my problemo if any, no alcoholic but when i drink .. well yeah .. be happy we aren't in the same city and that i don't get trashed for days cos i would enter your place without asking .. period .
or with a whipe or stick appear at night and ring your doorbell ... good old times .. 20 years ago .. be happy you don't owe me money or stuff from the past cos i would trash your interior with your own body .. yer male so .. and abt sanity .. i think i am saner than you and richer in my mind over the years once my trouble is done and out ... less childish than you perhaps? at least glad i aint dutch .. cos darn all day heroine and junky must be hard ..
Please go get some help...