^^^ My god lady, much respect to you and what you must've went through, I couldn't even begin to imagine that loss ):):):):
I would say a close friend of mine, we would drink everyday after work and we were of the same age, so one day he says he has a pain and goes to the doc, 2 weeks later he was like 90 pounds, down from prolly 200, 1 more week later he dieded, liver Cancer..I quit drinking so fast even though I was a functioning alcoholic, it was hard as fuck, I failed countless times in the past, wanted his death to stand for something to me, and it has and still does..now I'm completely in control, maybe some wines once in a while ..nothing like I was ... good job doggy (:
