Maybe it's just my jaded views of marriage. I get the concept....I do. But in practice?
I used to feel jealous of women who were in love with their husband's. I didn't hate on them. But I'd feel that stab of envy. I wish could have felt that way.
But then I'm glad I didn't because I've been cheated on in almost every relationship. Had I been IN love, I'd have been devasted. I never had a problem leaving a cheater.
And they cry and beg. Where was that energy when they were cheating on me? You wanted someone else. Now you can have them. What's the problem?
The last time I got cheated on was by a man I knew from childhood. My childhood best friend. The cheating didn't hurt....the lying hurt me.
And I've felt like if someone I've trusted that long can do that to me, anyone can.
I know I'm not specail. I don't need to feel specail. I get pursued A LOT and the harder a man chases me, the more he claims to love me, the less likely I am to believe him.
That man pursued me so hard for so long. Then cheats on me after a year. Couldn't wait to have me.....cheats after a year. Then cries for me back.
Then marries the woman he cheated with 4 months later. Made no sense to me.
Then after she has his baby, he messages me in tjr middle of the night. Like 2 am he write me. Literally says "Hello...it's me" like Adele LOL.
I don't why Hillary would bother being embarrassed by that. She didn't do anything wrong. Her dipshit husband did. I don't believe they love eachother. Their marriage seems like a political thing.
I mean don't get me wrong, they probably have a love between them. I just don't think it was IN love. Bill is a pig. A cheater and a molester.
He may not have been convicted but he probably still did it.
Where I question these things is where it seems pretty convenient and politically beneficial. I hate that. Like if you were scared to say something before and suddenly got the guts when it would National news and you'll have very angry people stalking you and your attacker now has more power?
I don't know.