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TheHaze

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We can shine a light on your head and use you for a light house :Excited1::Excited1::Excited1:that way stinky finger can find you at night- - - - - - -:KMA::doink1:
 

TheHaze

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realgrimm

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Jesus fuck,been up for 43hrs now and the last of the company just left...man I'm dead, nice heavy indica some strong candies a meaty feast and a couple points of CBD....

hoping for optimum results
 

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i soon before i may decide to OD ... dormonoct and valium perhaps with a bit of codeine to suddenly boost the dormonoct effect and than it's off into coma and brace for the best .. i hope it works like 20 years ago or in 2014 ..
afraid ti do it though ... the first sting as needle gos in vein, no fan of it but afterwards it's going to great and i hope i may fade out .. cos fuck my life and family is gone .. and perhaps prison for abandoning a top secret project kgb and aivd vsse are fake .. lmfao so we'll see abt my freedom i hope i die before i get raped and tortured a third time for opening my mouth .. i have even to btray a family abt anwar al awlaki and ask same measures .. as i'm abandoned by my family and pple spying on me ... thx to intelligence i lost my family too ... so nothing's left and trying to blackmail me lol .. oh my recipe for betrayal and subtleness and that's how holland and russia ruined much goodness i could have shared i say COULD and i feel like playing with death and life cos life is boring and than i need highs but this i hope not to sit out alive, i hope in a few weeks od cos all and everyone is gone .. life stinks if i can advice you that abt life after ten years i finally found what and how .. 10 years, thank you belgium for ten years of service in a socio program which was basically military .. so i can count 13 years to be gone with loss and without any dime in my pocket, can't even fix my health, clothes all my cool chicks gone .. thank you belgium and holland and russia .. not sure if i should greet like a soldier or as a jew with "heil hitler" even the royals .. they needed more rooms like irc #islamabad .. lol i knew but i was not planning and can't remember and hungering would be good now to jump into death before locking up, i will be happy but wont have my life alive but without damage claim i am fucked her too .. and chicks and so on .. asperger i can't check.. cos dimes .. could be opur last weeks chaps we'll spend here .. cos all looks evil in my life .. all looks dark and g rey and black and all looks and smells like death and i love that dead mood in a way ..
 

Val Gina

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Fuck aye rigor you have the best drugs
 

rigor79

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Fuck aye rigor you have the best drugs
yeah, checking out ...
valium 10 mg and dormonoct 2mg, crushed and unlaced, filtered in a spoon, snort and swallow ... and go high cos life's too ugly ... few days or weeks ..
... than i may add as i get mentally less afraid of highs .. phenobarbital 100mg, but not sure if i will obtain all or the last .. that must be cool i think .. but i need a box of insulines, needles a re finer and sting less .. and always clean and often two time use and in a potty with water or cup with cotton or compress at the bottom to not infect the needle... where is my life going .. what has happened 10 years after losing all .. i hope my highs will be okay .. and at times i hope i will get stuck in this .. cos man .. life sucks all is turning boring and leaks and leaks into islam may happen if i survive .. yet at times my life feels like a man carrying a crucifix .. before they lock me upon request from holland and russia for not infiltrating into isis, skinheads etc etc .. i still remember the dutch corrupt dude say on the phone "we've lost a good spy in you gunther viellefont" my reply: well yeah you fucked all my life up with your crap all of you .. military project behind socioproject and monsieur de beurie from belgium, i hope he'll let me go and i can fucking start to gather my life and another enviroment .. cos in belgium all i think abt is dead and bad luck .. so i think i am kinda .. done here ... they can fuck off with their "access" afghanistan as to al qaeda and a "bitch i'm fabulous" photo ... um did laden that to like his porn video and finfantasy 7 alike LMAO .. they needed help right? well i don't give a crock of shit abt it .. and i hope i'll fade and slip into come and from there on.. downwards .. nothing to wake up for except some bro's and beer and drugs if i could find ant decent and pure .. that's my life and not making ends meet financially .. lmfao than they come to ask me abt afghanistan, iraq and ayman zawahiri for 25 million green bills, loot as a hoodlum would say .. yet the fact they made me lose ten years abt and female friends, family, slander, treaths since .. not that i care .. parents and mourning interrupted, my parents have been spooked on the street before they died i can remember my mother having copd and jumped up in the car which kicked her into an anxiety/breathing attack which was sad and hurtful in a way and very upsetting since i could not stop some stuff and ti be honeest brother .. locking up and no million claim .. i've had enough of this shit .. and i love you all here and maybe some will hate me .. but kiss my ass .. and i'm not even sure but i know when i do what i lately do in the passed months .. i have those days i'd just sit in the night in the dark with nothing, no one around me .. there i spear mostly into drugs and sedatives sleep the boredom or pain away .. if not mental .. but i will not mind, i feel so dead and abt all and every place has trauma .. even institutes they kicked me in or played me in .. oh man pple are going to pay .. i may even steer them by infecting things or like powder on toilet seats .. only every thursday but powder that is very corrosive on the thigs and buttick skin .. (sensitive place) like a barbie klaus .. trying to see who is the first to comprehend that toilets sting on every thursday (to not go on the toilet that day..) it's like being among them without them knowing that gunther is a secret barbie klaus and is trying to manipulate the group with torture like i had .. without speaking or connecting to them ... they turn merely psyops rats in an aquarium...
i guess you know what i mean by that hypothesis, no? lost all anyways and after release i will be ending up on the street, refugee status will be denied and visiting my parents at the cemetery i will withold from and than my revenge (if still alive or not helped steps as cia knows) shall come and i don't plan on becoming very kind with europe mainly holland and pple shall be leaked as i want it .. cos than i am dead too .. so in the *compass spins* mood and locking me up brings also emails to cia above and secret intelligence i shall leak to even fuck myself in life, prison all over, i have ip's not many have .. rfgid v2k experiment i can leak, other details abt pple .. i ask 9 billion in belgium than abt my parents too when they where alive .. and their privacy and the crap they had to us ..
i think i can state like a real president, i have been taken up the pooper for years .. and now nothing is left in my life .. not even mood to eat .. only to betray holland and "eggs" codeword eggs= terrorist has leaked, there's a shape hiding in isis an al qaeda with an "egg" so they have picked up that talkig abt "eggs" in a way could be abt a suspected terrorist ..
haaaaaaaaaaa! some know who i am .. but always kind, peace with islam and some dark things to ... darker side of islam but that was dope ..
this i also may consider leaking among mocro's, muslims from prison all over europe and belgium that there's in life "sharia and sharia, which shall you choose or shall we remove you? MS13 renewed but mixed between sharia, nazism and MS13 (read abt MS13 what identity, rather hard and cool, very lethal)" so and not otherway .. and bin laden knew what i meant in a dark mood abt "OBEDIENCE!' that was not jihad but changes or to do something without laws ... no thinking .. maybe if i keep alive after the "high mood" after twenty year i shall rip holland up and some other pple .. or they pay and fix me and let me be free and i'll be fine ..
and cuteys i have lost .. and IF ... even if it takes 20 years to ask pple to help me find em and ask em questions.. all over the world disregarding religion, criminal, terrorist, simple pple.. they all shall see those photo's and my suspicions .. and their things publiced, always open for debate as to why some cuteys got replaced by muslima's they want to link me to ... even the federal cops in aalst know all this and that they try to pimp and push me like a whore .. i don't even feel human, how can i behave like one .. i don't like it when they touch or scare my female friends away or cuteys or crazies like torture needs to be paid or money you snatch back disregarding laws .. and watch out for some claudia van den dobbelsteen on facebook could be government spy from holland and so on .. she added my bro, he comes there to spy on me for her lmfao .. who i deal with, what i do, where i am, who i see, muslims or not .. then trying to recruit me for access afghani .. buh life's fucked up .. blocked as it is ..
 

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Fuck aye rigor you have the best drugs
yeah, checking out ...
valium 10 mg and dormonoct 2mg, crushed and unlaced, filtered in a spoon, snort and swallow ... and go high cos life's too ugly ... few days or weeks ..
... than i may add as i get mentally less afraid of highs .. phenobarbital 100mg, but not sure if i will obtain all or the last .. that must be cool i think .. but i need a box of insulines, needles a re finer and sting less .. and always clean and often two time use and in a potty with water or cup with cotton or compress at the bottom to not infect the needle... where is my life going .. what has happened 10 years after losing all .. i hope my highs will be okay .. and at times i hope i will get stuck in this .. cos man .. life sucks all is turning boring and leaks and leaks into islam may happen if i survive .. yet at times my life feels like a man carrying a crucifix .. before they lock me upon request from holland and russia for not infiltrating into isis, skinheads etc etc .. i still remember the dutch corrupt dude say on the phone "we've lost a good spy in you gunther viellefont" my reply: well yeah you fucked all my life up with your crap all of you .. military project behind socioproject and monsieur de beurie from belgium, i hope he'll let me go and i can fucking start to gather my life and another enviroment .. cos in belgium all i think abt is dead and bad luck .. so i think i am kinda .. done here ... they can fuck off with their "access" afghanistan as to al qaeda and a "bitch i'm fabulous" photo ... um did laden that to like his porn video and finfantasy 7 alike LMAO .. they needed help right? well i don't give a crock of shit abt it .. and i hope i'll fade and slip into come and from there on.. downwards .. nothing to wake up for except some bro's and beer and drugs if i could find ant decent and pure .. that's my life and not making ends meet financially .. lmfao than they come to ask me abt afghanistan, iraq and ayman zawahiri for 25 million green bills, loot as a hoodlum would say .. yet the fact they made me lose ten years abt and female friends, family, slander, treaths since .. not that i care .. parents and mourning interrupted, my parents have been spooked on the street before they died i can remember my mother having copd and jumped up in the car which kicked her into an anxiety/breathing attack which was sad and hurtful in a way and very upsetting since i could not stop some stuff and ti be honeest brother .. locking up and no million claim .. i've had enough of this shit .. and i love you all here and maybe some will hate me .. but kiss my ass .. and i'm not even sure but i know when i do what i lately do in the passed months .. i have those days i'd just sit in the night in the dark with nothing, no one around me .. there i spear mostly into drugs and sedatives sleep the boredom or pain away .. if not mental .. but i will not mind, i feel so dead and abt all and every place has trauma .. even institutes they kicked me in or played me in .. oh man pple are going to pay .. i may even steer them by infecting things or like powder on toilet seats .. only every thursday but powder that is very corrosive on the thigs and buttick skin .. (sensitive place) like a barbie klaus .. trying to see who is the first to comprehend that toilets sting on every thursday (to not go on the toilet that day..) it's like being among them without them knowing that gunther is a secret barbie klaus and is trying to manipulate the group with torture like i had .. without speaking or connecting to them ... they turn merely psyops rats in an aquarium...
i guess you know what i mean by that hypothesis, no? lost all anyways and after release i will be ending up on the street, refugee status will be denied and visiting my parents at the cemetery i will withold from and than my revenge (if still alive or not helped steps as cia knows) shall come and i don't plan on becoming very kind with europe mainly holland and pple shall be leaked as i want it .. cos than i am dead too .. so in the *compass spins* mood and locking me up brings also emails to cia above and secret intelligence i shall leak to even fuck myself in life, prison all over, i have ip's not many have .. rfgid v2k experiment i can leak, other details abt pple .. i ask 9 billion in belgium than abt my parents too when they where alive .. and their privacy and the crap they had to us ..
i think i can state like a real president, i have been taken up the pooper for years .. and now nothing is left in my life .. not even mood to eat .. only to betray holland and "eggs" codeword eggs= terrorist has leaked, there's a shape hiding in isis an al qaeda with an "egg" so they have picked up that talkig abt "eggs" in a way could be abt a suspected terrorist ..
haaaaaaaaaaa! some know who i am .. but always kind, peace with islam and some dark things to ... darker side of islam but that was dope ..
this i also may consider leaking among mocro's, muslims from prison all over europe and belgium that there's in life "sharia and sharia, which shall you choose or shall we remove you? MS13 renewed but mixed between sharia, nazism and MS13 (read abt MS13 what identity, rather hard and cool, very lethal)" so and not otherway .. and bin laden knew what i meant in a dark mood abt "OBEDIENCE!' that was not jihad but changes or to do something without laws ... no thinking .. maybe if i keep alive after the "high mood" after twenty year i shall rip holland up and some other pple .. or they pay and fix me and let me be free and i'll be fine ..
and cuteys i have lost .. and IF ... even if it takes 20 years to ask pple to help me find em and ask em questions.. all over the world disregarding religion, criminal, terrorist, simple pple.. they all shall see those photo's and my suspicions .. and their things publiced, always open for debate as to why some cuteys got replaced by muslima's they want to link me to ... even the federal cops in aalst know all this and that they try to pimp and push me like a whore .. i don't even feel human, how can i behave like one .. i don't like it when they touch or scare my female friends away or cuteys or crazies like torture needs to be paid or money you snatch back disregarding laws .. and watch out for some claudia van den dobbelsteen on facebook could be government spy from holland and so on .. she added my bro, he comes there to spy on me for her lmfao .. who i deal with, what i do, where i am, who i see, muslims or not .. then trying to recruit me for access afghani .. buh life's fucked up .. blocked as it is ..
That's like having car trouble and trying to fix it by driving into a tree.
 

rigor79

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aye .. or to crash the car making sure the annoying elements get nowhere and get stuck with me as driver, knowing where to go but not wanting .. untill those elements are gone and car is fixed.. makes new place for new pple or in my case to drop some ballast i can't have .. and that is mainly holland and trust me, the dutch hate you guys in america..and that for a NATO country .. odd .. must be known i guess ..
 

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Off to Belfast tomorrow, last time I was there it was full of trendies with their beards and weird beer, they wear T-shirts with I luv Belfast on it, I wish I could time travel and take them to the Belfast I saw in the 70s, see how much they fucking luv it then. Lol it’s ok really, just thinking how much things can change in one lifetime.
 
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