Confessions of a Neo-Nazi

[LotusBud]

Everyone who doesn't look or think like you is seen as a threat. You wake up angry and go to bed angry. The only relief is violence, and even that doesn't satisfy for long.

We justified brutal attacks — what we called "boot parties" — on people we saw as enemies: people of color, LGBTQ folks, Jews, punks, anyone who wasn't us.

I'd hear a quiet voice inside asking, "What are you doing? This guy didn't do anything to you. You don't even know him," but I didn't have the courage to listen.

I told myself I was protecting my race, but the truth is, I was

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, and somewhere deep down, I knew it.

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[Lily]

If an individual is a neo-nazi, or white supremacist you know their life has been shit.

 

[LotusBud]

If an individual is a neo-nazi, or white supremacist you know their life has been shit.

It's like they're screaming for help, but they refuse to seek any real help.

 

[Lily]

It's like they're screaming for help, but they refuse to seek any real help.

If all non-white people magically disappeared they would still be miserable.

They see causation where none exists.