Another question. This one is kinda heavy....pun intended

[Lily]

Why pig so angry tho?

What a repetitive and simplistic narrative. Do better.

 

[Biggie Smiles]

What a repetitive and simplistic narrative. Do better.

Lmao. There goes sewage major X and admong under a bus.

Lmao

Why so mad that you do that to them pig?

 

[Dove]

No, she hasn't talked to me about any broken phalluses.

Oh?

So you forgot about the 5 times you mocked Biggie for "hearing" about his "broken dick"?

See I clearly remember this shit. I was GLAD to finally know what REALLY happened that weekend.

I'm mean I'm not glad he got sexually assaulted at all but it makes me happy knowing he didnt actually want her at all.

So you did me some good there with that one because I know for fact he isnt "broken" and it was her.

Have I thanked you for that? Thank you, Oak lol.

And I know Murdy blathers graphic details about her sex encounters so ....yeah. She did it to ME. She did it to Biggie.

So if you dont think people should blast sex adventures of forums you should be telling the blabber mouths.

 

[Lily]

Oh?

So you forgot about the 5 times you mocked Biggie for "hearing" about his "broken dick"?

See I clearly remember this shit. I was GLAD to finally know what REALLY happened that weekend.

I'm mean I'm not glad he got sexually assaulted at all but it makes me happy knowing he didnt actually want her at all.

So you did me some good there with that one because I know for fact he isnt "broken" and it was her.

Have I thanked you for that? Thank you, Oak lol.

And I know Murdy blathers graphic details about her sex encounters so ....yeah. She did it to ME. She did it to Biggie.

So if you dont think people should blast sex adventures of forums you should be telling the blabber mouths.

No, I haven't forgotten what I've posted.

I'm simply telling you that she had nothing to do with it.

Is that difficult for you to comprehend? I really can't type any slower.

 

[Dove]

I'll talk about my emotional adventures.

Like I just did in this thread. But here even THAT story didnt hit the forums because of ME. That's a blabber mouth again bringing up real life stuff on forums as ammo.

And if it's getting talked about anyway I may as well tell my own fucking story myself.

 

[Lily]

I'll talk about my emotional adventures.

Like I just did in this thread. But here even THAT story didnt hit the forums because of ME. That's a blabber mouth again bringing up real life stuff on forums as ammo.

And if it's getting talked about anyway I may as well tell my own fucking story myself.

She didn't bring up anything.

I did. Ever heard of trolling? It's sometimes surprising how it easily it works.

 

[Dove]

No, I haven't forgotten what I've posted.

I'm simply telling you that she had nothing to do with it.

Is that difficult for you to comprehend? I really can't type any slower.

Well Oak I'm the only person here who is acquainted enough with Biggies dick to really comment on how well it operates and I sure the fuck never talked about it.

And if I was gonna talk about it....I mean that just wasnt MY experince.

Interesting how you guys started getting along and talking shit to Big and I and then suddenly start taunting him for his "broken dick". You said it more than once. About 5 times you said it.

And it's obvious who that came from and it makes perfect sense he couldnt get hard.

But cowardly cowards who wont stand by their werdz are gonna do what they do I guess.

 

[Lily]

Well Oak I'm the only person here who is acquainted enough with Biggies dick to really comment on how well it operates and I sure the fuck never talked about it.

And if I was gonna talk about it....I mean that just wasnt MY experince.

Interesting how you guys started getting along and talking shit to Big and I and then suddenly start taunting him for his "broken dick". You said it more than once. About 5 times you said it.

And it's obvious who that came from and it makes perfect sense he couldnt get hard.

But cowardly cowards who wont stand by their werdz are gonna do what they do I guess.

Is this you not talking about your sexual experiences, you know, like all the other times you didn't talk about your sexual experiences?

 

[Blandscape]

Well Oak I'm the only person here who is acquainted enough with Biggies dick to really comment on how well it operates and I sure the fuck never talked about it.

And if I was gonna talk about it....I mean that just wasnt MY experince.

Interesting how you guys started getting along and talking shit to Big and I and then suddenly start taunting him for his "broken dick". You said it more than once. About 5 times you said it.

And it's obvious who that came from and it makes perfect sense he couldnt get hard.

But cowardly cowards who wont stand by their werdz are gonna do what they do I guess.

 

[Aylana]

Give your shit audio a bloody rest...You do realize that all of these green wank stains will expire and all of your worth will be nothing more than dead links.

 

[Lily]

She is driven by drama and "intrigue".

 

[Aylana]

*****VERY LONG RANT POST ALERT*****ACTUAL STORY TIME**** Why Murdy dropping in on Biggie and sexually assaulting him is NOT comparable to when I dropped in on Biggie. Juicy stuff Blazor likes :D

~ I actually wrote most of this last night and didnt post it yet until now lol

Okay so this Youtuber is a nut job.

BUT this video she nails it and it just made me think of how Murdy doesnt really regard things like consent.

The whole idea that men are willing to fuck any hole made available to them is garbage. And it's so disrespectful to a mans humanity - JUST like it is disrespectful to a womans humanity - to not regard consent.

Like how he didnt get the chance to say "no" to a visit. When that pop in guest who just kinda showed up is on her very last night and is leaving the next day and she comes on super strong and the man doesnt know how much drama would be involved in a rejection, and he simply doesnt feel mentally or emotionally SAFE enough to say no. So he DOES it because it's easier.

This same over grown spoiled child who did an ambush visit on a man who was going through a lot of shit at the time....so he wouldnt be able to say no...who didn't respect his sexual boundaries and body, actually gave me shit on the public board for when I drove to NY to drop in on Big myself and has called ME a psycho.

And her flying to NY and popping in on Biggie is NOT the same or even comparable to when I DROVE to NY to talk to him. So here is now MY side of this. First being....it was NOT our first meeting. I had already met him. Already slept with him (more than once. He stayed for a few days), he met my family and i had spoken to his a handful of times. Had we never MET....i definitely would NOT have gone there. But we DID and not just that....we were intimate.

And we had bonded (so I believed) and talked about a future and blending families and i was completely in love with him. And one day...he just disappeared. Wasnt on the forums. Wasnt answering emails. Wasnt taking my calls. I was incredibly hurt, angry and confused. We went from daily contact to nothing. He completely ghosted me.

And yea people have the right to ghost. It sucks but it is what it is. If you are gonna ghost someone....do it EARLY on. Dont wait after a year and meeting family members and sleeping together after a person has devoted themselves to you. Long distance relationships are hard and awful as it is....I honestly hated it.

So I cried a lot for a few weeks. Tried to get my mind off it and move on. And then as I listened to my mother yammering on about her shitty marriage and my terrible step father.....I decided being ghosted wasnt gonna work for me. If i was gonna be heart broken i wanted to know WHY. I wanted him to TELL me why. And I was completely ready to hear whatever he had to say and regardless of how hurtful it was going to be....it was better than never knowing. Right? And nope i dont agree that sometimes it's better to not know. Believe me i weighed every single scenario and all the possible reasons. I was ready to hear it.

So that night I got in the car and drove there. I waited until the morning when I knew he would be at work for a few reason. First being if he knew I was at his house and he still felt strongly enough about avoiding me.....he could have. And I would have respected it. And also because I knew his sons would be at school and I didnt want to do this with his children present and violate family boundaries. Yes I know driving there after he ghosted me was bold. That I could have came off as a complete psychopath. But I didnt want to violate him or his family so I was mindful of the circumstances. You CAN be bold without being pushy or forceful.

I mean the worst he could do is tell me to leave and he was already ghosting me and I wanted to try before giving up. And if he thought I was unhinged or a psycho....well. Then he was gonna see me as a psycho and feel he dodged a bullet. At least I would know that I tried get it to end on a better note than it was. I don't think this is unreasonable.

No I did not expect him to leave work and come immediately. He knew I was there. If he agreed to talk i would have waited....gone and did something else or hung out with his parents. Or whatever he would have been comfortable with.

He sounded terrified on the phone. Like he was expecting some angry psycho female outburst with screaming and crying or some similar nutty shit. I told him I just wanted to talk. And when he heard my tone he warmed up a lot.

So he actually left work and came home and we went and talked. And as odd as this is....I barely remember most of what we talked about. I know the reason he spooked. He told me why...and thats gonna stay private. It was valid and reasonable. And by the end of the convo, he wanted to resume seeing me. Which I was NOT expecting. I dont know what changed his mind....but it changed. He was very impressed with my demeanor and how I told him I just wanted to talk and that's exactly what we did. He relaxed significantly as we talked. I wasnt crying, I wasnt laying on any heavy emotions, i wasnt angry....yeah the situation hurt but I wasnt there to do harm I just did NOT want to let it end like that. It's a degrading way to dump someone and I feel I deserve better. Like as a human being.

WHAT is psycho or pushy about this exactly?

And from there, I hung out a bit more with his parents and then I went to a HOTEL to sleep. I did NOT stay in his house. And since I had not met his sons yet....my ass cleared outta there before they got home. It's not that I didnt WnT to meet them. I wanted THAT completely up to HIM. Also....if/when we got to the point of meshing our children, I wanted HIM to have that moment of introducing his sons to me. It means more when he makes the intentional choice and wants to introduce his sons to me. So I didnt want that any other way.

(And I met them a few months later and it was perfect. He arranged the perfect circumstances. We met up at an indoor water park with all our kids. By the end of the weekend the boys were calling my daughters their sisters ♡)

When I was in NY that first time, I stayed in a hotel and I left him alone that night. I didnt pressure him to come see me. He had promised his sons...who were little still.
..to take them to a movie and that's something he always did with them every week.

The next day before I left to go back to MI....his parents had asked me to please stop back by before i left and with his blessing i went and spent the day with them. And I adore Biggies parents. I got along very well with his parents. They were warm and welcoming to me and my children and his parents made an active effort to get to know MY kids. His mother spent time with my daughters. They were awesome.

So what parts of this are psycho or pushy or unhinged?

So yeah I DID drive to NY to have a talk with Biggie about why....after a year of bonding and meeting eachother and meeting families and having sex....he decided the best course of action was to ghost.

HE doesnt look back on that in an unpleasant manner, though. HE isnt feeling that he HAD to do something to appease me or that he was cornered or pressured. In fact he decided to resume our relationship. Totally his choice because again....I was not expecting.

I think i must have been pretty gotdamn adorable. I was in a grey track suit, giant sunglasses and no make up and my super long hair down. So he may have fallen victim to my overwhelmingly attractive female charms and realized for a minute he cannot live with out me. It happens. Some would say I did force my way into his "marriage bed".

And importantly as i type this out, i have NO concerns about him reading any of this or commenting on it. HE is okay with what happened with me going there. HE will say the same things I'm saying. And I also have his CONSENT to talk about it.

I will never be ashamed or embarrassed of putting myself out there for someone who mattered to me. I wasnt desperate. I wasnt out to manipulate .....I wasnt even out to get laid. All I wanted was to understand why he chose cut things off that way and try to have it end in a better way where we could even preserve a friendship. I felt i deserved an explanation. And he still had the space and autonomy to say no and i would have left. I would have lived and survived I'm sure.

I took the initiative but he was still the lead. I didnt try to disempower or disrespect him or manipulate him into doing I wanted him to do.

WHO would even WANT it like that? Dont you guys all want to be with someone who truly wants and desires you.....who isnt acting out of pressure and going along with things because they feel bad? Why would anyone take less than that? Setting aside the sexual assault factor.....because that is exactly what she did....and just on a personal level, isnt it a fucking TURN OFF if you know the person you are with had to be manipulated and isnt even interested? And cant even keep a BONER?

I dont care how big of a crush I have on a male. I could be full blown in love out of my mind. I still couldnt bring myself to have a man touching and being inside my body who was anything less than totally thrilled to be there. Anything else would feel degrading and sick. I wouldnt even do that to my own husband if I knew he didnt feel like it and wasnt into it. I'd just masturbate in the shower and go to bed. Make him some tea and cruise the internet.

That's not like nagging a man to take out the garbage. That is SEX. Thats a meshing of bodies and energy and its ONLY good if both people are into eachother and genuinely consenting because they want to share that with eachother. It's supposed to be a deep and meaningful act.

And yes I'm speaking up for men with this. It's not right or okay for women to sexually harrass males. Yet some how it seems to be the left of center shitlib fake femnazis who feel ENTITLED to a mans body. His time. His attention and his body. This is such a deep and fundamental lack of respect.

And this whole time....I had believed they had made these plans togther and that he actually banged our "mutual friend" and I'd be lying if i said that didnt fucking sting. It DID.

And on top of this ghoulish incident, she couldnt keep it to herself so she takes to the forums to openly discuss sex with him and things about his life. And she didnt have consent for that either. So WTF was she trying to do? Humiliate him? Cut him down? Control him somehow? Why did she need the forums to know about this and to give explicit (and embellished) details?

Because Murdy never saw or respected Biggie as an autonomous individual with boundaries, needs, his own wants, his own concerns, his own morals and stances and opinions and feelings. His own ways he sees the world. And he is a brilliant person with a brilliant mind who has a lot to offer.

Murdy decided he was gonna be a project for her and he was her prop on the stage of the Murdy show, and she was gonna use those super empathy powers to fix and guide him. She so empathic that if shes pushing herself on a man who had made it crystal clear for years he isnt interested that way and he cannot even get and stay HARD .....she blames HIM and claims he is BROKEN.

HIS consent and his enthusiasm wasnt required for this wild ass fantasy she fed for so long that she had disconnected from reality.

I dont see how this person is capable of a truly loving, healthy and intimate relationship. She is a hot ass mess who doesnt see or respect other individuals for who they are. She is not in tune with their emotions or vibes and she doesnt care to be. I do not believe this is a person with the capacity to deeply love anyone but her own self.

Murdy only loves and cares about Murdy and other people are accessories or enhancers for her life. Shes got the worst main character syndrom I have ever seen on these boards. Only matched by Poofer.

Funny how the topic of Biggie was her favorite one and she had so much to say about it when she wasnt being challenged. She tried for a long ass time to get an emotional response from me because she KNEW how I felt for him. Everyone who knew us knew. Flea knew and she was mortified....absolutely mortified that Murdy would do this to a friend. And I swallowed this shit because him and I had been over and what was I gonna do? He can sleep with who he wants. Now I know he didnt really want to to begin with.

And shes finally getting the response from me now....and now that Biggie is finally speaking up for himself....she wants to reinvent herself and go ride off into the fecal CA sunset with Alfonso and pretend she thinks marriage is "sacred" and act like shes so above everyone else.

I really think most all of the appeal...the reason she wanted him so badly, is because another woman loved him. It wasnt about Biggie at all. It was always about her low self esteem and wanting what another woman has. The fact he had rejected her. The fact another woman wanted him made her want him more. And that's why she rubbed it in my face like she did. And that's why she posted shit about his life. She wanted me to believe they had became super close and that she knew all this stuff about him (thinking I didnt I guess)

In "getting" him (even via sexual assault)....she knew she could advantage of the fact he doesnt read most of her posts and take advantage of his CLASS in not kissing and telling....she would be able to "show off" this crap and peacock for ME. Like she felt like she beat me at something. It gave her an ego boost to feel she got a man who was deeply valuable to another woman.

And I'm SURE his income and his status was also part of it. All these people who claim that I was trying to gold dig Biggie are telling on themselves and how they think. Big could have been poor or working class and I would have still followed him to the moon if that's where he wanted to be. I would have made it work and got a job and he would be super impressed with my ability to stretch income without sacrificing quality. Just like I am normally anyway. I simply dont CARE about that shit. SHE does.

And had Biggie been poor or working class I somehow doubt she would have still wanted to rape him. Or obsessed with him for years and years.

Anywho that was my scroll bomb today.

OMG...that is longer than my college thesis...can you post a cartoon summary of this instead?

 

[Dove]

Is this you not talking about your sexual experiences, you know, like all the other times you didn't talk about your sexual experiences?

Nope, it isnt. And I havent. There isnt a single person here who can say I've graphically described any of my sex encounters.

You idiots have issues with me you arent Big enough to directly address so you go for sex and claim I've posted my sex life all over the forums. When in reality it wasnt ME that did that. I'm just not gonna run off all upset because some low level bullies have decided I'm too much for them.

And I dont think I'm alone when I say that's exactly what the issue is.

You accused Biggie of having a broken dick 5 times because Murd told you this. It didnt enter either of narcissistic minds that he just wasnt attracted to her or feeling it and you really thought you had some ammo there. Now its cowardly denials.

 

[The Countess]

Yes, you have talked about it. I remember you going along with all the talk at SG.

Murdock doesn't talk to me about her sex life actually. The only thing I've seen is her banter on the forum about sexual topics.

You don’t want those images in your head. Trust me on this one

 

[Lily]

Nope, it isnt. And I havent. There isnt a single person here who can say I've graphically described any of my sex encounters.

You idiots have issues with me you arent Big enough to directly address so you go for sex and claim I've posted my sex life all over the forums. When in reality it wasnt ME that did that. I'm just not gonna run off all upset because some low level bullies have decided I'm too much for them.

And I dont think I'm alone when I say that's exactly what the issue is.

I didn't say graphic. I said talking about your sexual experiences. You move the goal posts. If you haven't noticed, most people don't post about their sexual experiences often at all.

But somehow, you manage to post about while denying you post about it.

 

[Lily]

You don’t want those images in your head. Trust me on this one

I don't want any images of any posters screwing in my head. It's not why I post on forums.

 

[Murdy]

What a repetitive and simplistic narrative. Do better.

No… most people would have surrendered and admitted I was simply too much for them and moved on.

But he is taking a page out of Dovid’s playbook and he is going to walk around carrying this like it’s a fucking disease.

I was good to him while I was friends with him. I remained loyal to him until he turned on me because I don’t take shit from anyone…. not even Dove.

She showed up on his doorstep with Fatbazted’s dick on her breath and he still sides with her. It’s the biggest WTF moment I’ve ever had online…

Mind you, I TRIED to help this man divorce a monster and maintain some dignity. Now there are rumors circulating that he is producing chop porn of me.

I’m not impressed. He has gone completely over the edge. I’m embarrassed I ever affiliated with this.

And now I get the added bonus of my fiancé getting pumped into this toxic forum clique drama. Um, no thanks.

 

[Biggie Smiles]

No… most people would have surrendered and admitted I was simply too much for them and moved on.

But he is taking a page out of Dovid’s playbook and he is going to walk around carrying this like it’s a fucking disease.

I was good to him while I was friends with him. I remained loyal to him until he turned on me because I don’t take shit from anyone…. not even Dove.

She showed up on his doorstep with Fatbazted’s dick on her breath and he still sides with her. It’s the biggest WTF moment I’ve ever had online…

Mind you, I TRIED to help this man divorce a monster and maintain some dignity. Now there are rumors circulating that he is producing chop porn of me.

I’m not impressed. He has gone completely over the edge. I’m embarrassed I ever affiliated with this.

And now I get the added bonus of my fiancé getting pumped into this toxic forum clique drama. Um, no thanks.

W3rDz melty lmao

 

[Lily]

No… most people would have surrendered and admitted I was simply too much for them and moved on.

But he is taking a page out of Dovid’s playbook and he is going to walk around carrying this like it’s a fucking disease.

I was good to him while I was friends with him. I remained loyal to him until he turned on me because I don’t take shit from anyone…. not even Dove.

She showed up on his doorstep with Fatbazted’s dick on her breath and he still sides with her. It’s the biggest WTF moment I’ve ever had online…

Mind you, I TRIED to help this man divorce a monster and maintain some dignity. Now there are rumors circulating that he is producing chop porn of me.

I’m not impressed. He has gone completely over the edge. I’m embarrassed I ever affiliated with this.

And now I get the added bonus of my fiancé getting pumped into this toxic forum clique drama. Um, no thanks.

She fucked Fatbasted too?!

Ewww...a man can't think much of you if he'll accept sloppy seconds.

 

[Biggie Smiles]

Pig gets big pissed when she finds out other people have sex

The jelly is real. Lmao

 

[Dove]

We have all watched Murdy do way more than banter on the boards. She gave play by plays of her sexual experiences with HFB. Those were graphic and detailed as well.

They even shared their vulgar PM sex exchanges.

Then it was me. Well I was before Bryan. But those descriptions were graphic and frankly fucking humiliating. She would go on about how our it made plunger sounds and all kinds of disturbing graphic details. I just kinda took it because I figured she drinks and decided I would ignore it.

Than Biggie. And that had to be rubbed in my face and plastered on the boards again...with details about tits flopping and all kinds of shit.

And all the blathering about other peoples live because she feels shes entitled to do this.

And Poofer isnt any better. I had asked him politely and nicely to stop pod casting and saying sexual things. I know everyone recalls how he would go on and on. @Aryan Even called him out on it.

Then when I decided I didnt want to interact with privately anymore....there he goes all over three different forums talking about my family (and lying) and my body and sex and all of that.

So now years even after these things occur ..
.I have two people here who still have some stupid problem with me that they cant be direct about so they claim its because I plaster all MY adventures on the forums. When really it was done FOR me without my consent.

So you guys go ahead and support and enable predatory people who dont care about having the consent of others who spread disgusting and vile bullshit about the person they targeted because neither of them can handle rejection.

And you are dishonest liars about it.

 

[Lily]

Pig gets big pissed when she finds out other people have sex

The jelly is real. Lmao

Uhm, yeah, NO.

It's just how gross and disgusting it is to imagine all the STI's being passed around from people on Discussion Forums.

 

[Biggie Smiles]

Wasn’t HFB in a committed relationship with siren when murd drove 500 miles to Uber him some stale snatch?

 

[Blandscape]

Give your shit audio a bloody rest...You do realize that all of these green wank stains will expire and all of your worth will be nothing more than dead links.

 

[Murdy]

She fucked Fatbasted too?!

Ewww...a man can't think much of you if he'll accept sloppy seconds.

Oh.. it’s much worse than this.


After he dumped her back in Flynt, after the child services incident… she borrowed a car and went and fucked Fatz before she made her way back to NY.

Then she moved in with Walid 2 weeks later.

The rabid attack hooker needs to tell her owner to stay the fuck outta bitch drama. Dumbass emasculating ass trick.

 

[Biggie Smiles]

Uhm, yeah, NO.

It's just how gross and disgusting it is to imagine all the STI's being passed around from people on Discussion Forums.

Yeah HFB was a poor decision. You really should talk to murd about that

 

[Biggie Smiles]

Oh.. it’s much worse than this.


After he dumped her back in Flynt, after the child services incident… she borrowed a car and went and fucked Fatz before she made her way back to NY.

Then she moved in with Walid 2 weeks later.

The rabid attack hooker needs to tell her owner to stay the fuck outta bitch drama. Dumbass emasculating ass trick.

^^^ case of the murdy madz

Target acquired whut

 

[Lily]

Oh.. it’s much worse than this.


After he dumped her back in Flynt, after the child services incident… she borrowed a car and went and fucked Fatz before she made her way back to NY.

Then she moved in with Walid 2 weeks later.

The rabid attack hooker needs to tell her owner to stay the fuck outta bitch drama. Dumbass emasculating ass trick.

I think it would be best for all involved if their respective bad choices were left in the past and never spoken of again. It's cringeworthy material that's been posted about for years.

But first, I will laugh at the fact that she plays up being a paragon of moral virtues after having fucked 3 men on the forums that I know of...god damn, that's funny.

 

[Biggie Smiles]

Anyone else notice how the filthy libtards reserve the majority of their hate and venom towards women and children?

 

[Biggie Smiles]

I think it would be best for all involved if their respective bad choices were left in the past and never spoken of again. It's cringeworthy material that's been posted about for years.

But first, I will laugh at the fact that she plays up being a paragon of moral virtues after having fucked 3 men on the forums that I know of...god damn, that's funny.

Too angry; didn’t read