I get so confused when I foolishly listen to these audios, and it's all the same weird nonsense...but let me answer what little I understood. Why would I remember anything you posted? Sadly this is like the movie Rashomon...four different people can listen to your audio and hear four different things...you make no fucking sense and you fail to realize that fact.
As for the rest of what you said...I have no bloody idea, it was more creepy stuff about how much you love the so-called community, something about sorting you out and the word...worth mentioned another dozen times.
Dovey is correct...you enjoy projecting your bizarre forum behavior and flaws onto others but never stop to look in the mirror. Your abnormal behavior is not conducive to a pleasant forum experience, and I recommend that you change it or limit yourself to posting emoticons.