Did the fat stupid person just say something?
So in the car was supposed to turn around and harass my 16 year old? Like the whole way have my eye ball on her?
Jesus Christ
So we have already sat through an hour of speeches and watched my daughter walk across the stage and get her diploma.
We now have to sit through 800 more kids. Should I grab my 16 by the face and make deep and uninterrupted eye contact since I have a free minute right now?
OMG there is a kid here whose name is "semen"....yes pronounced semen and now me and said 16 year old are trying not to laugh lol.
Are you stoned at you Daughter's Graduation?
Nope! I'm normally weird.
Anyway we wrapped it up and are outta there. Her father and his wife and their 6 year old daughter....and her grandfather all drove up from N Carolina. So my daughter is going with them tonight to go spend time with them. They are leaving Saturday.
I'm not just allowing him to have her tonight.....I actually allowed a picture of him and I with her. The first one since she was born.
In a few weeks we are having a big family graduation party.
Since you are concerned about my daughters big night and all.....its more like a big month really.
Youd have loved the never ending speeches. They were "diversity" this, "Covid" that.....and the school has one of those GSA things.
Me and my graduating daughter texted messaged through most of it bahahahaha.
I have a very difficult time with crowds because of my PTSD. I dont take any medication and I use CBT tactics when I get hit....or more appropriately triggered.
When I feel like I cant easily escape it really can be hard for me. And it's not predictable. Sometimes I'm perfectly fine. Both of my daughters were involved in things. My oldest played violin all through school. She plays beautifully. Shes very musically inclined. She plays guitar and piano as well. My 16 year old did choir, she loves to sing. Shes not as into instruments like her sister....but shes been playing ukelele for years and shes quite good.
So when they had orchestra concerts I was there. And choir concerts...I'm there. My 16 year old did cheer leading so I was at all that too. SOMETIMES
....if it's a bigger event, I'll start feeling that fight or flight creeping in.
It's being packed in where you cant easily get out that does it. I need to put myself in a sort of meditative state because if it gets bad enough I cannot calm down. Sometimes stores do it for me if they are crowded....and crowded restaurants.
It was a bit triggery tonight. It was all ourdoors....beautiful perfect day too....and those bleachers were PACKED. We were near the top next to my daughters girl friends family. There was no way I would have easily dipped out but I got myself through it. It was awesome.
Cant miss the whole tassel turn, yanno.