Seek a professional mental heath expert.
You think trying to force a vaccine on people and giving shitty info may have something to do with that? Is that good practice?
Opposing mandates is not "anti vaxx" or "vaccine denial".
New Twitter files releases prove Pfizer and Moderna both were involved in lobbying social media to censor activists who demanded low cost vaccines for low income countries as well as to censor anyone who brought up problems with the biased approval process which ignored obvious issues. They also ran a campaign to ban low cost therapies for COVID.